The Blood That Stains The Pages

It Changed

I used to be happy,

Not a worry,

Then I became almost depressed,

I cried every day,

Then almost suddenly I,

Was back to my old self,

Everyone noticed,

I didnt hide the pain,

Because I had none,

I didnt cry,

And it felt amazing to be happy,

But as soon as it came,

Due to events,

It resently,

Changed,

Back to depressed,

Back to crying every night,

Back to hiding the pain,

And faking my laugh and smiles,

Stupid life,

Theres to much  involved,

So,

Im ganna go through it,

With out taking notice to the things around me,

So it will be like Im not living,

And Im ok with that