DÉJÀ VU II: Lost and Found

ANNE'S REVELATION

 All I can hear is Jake’s plea…

I wanted to open the door and to let him into my arms…

To touch his face…

To feel his embrace…

How could I be so blind that I didn’t notice Jake’s feelings…

Right after the hospital incident, the one that gave at least an hour for his father to spend some time with him, I went out and cried…

That night I accepted my gift, how cruel life could be. You gave it your all to fight for something you really wanted and in the end you can’t have or keep it. I was in the garden when I feel the cold wind rushing on my face and all the sadness that I’m feeling were all gone…

That’s when I decided to move out of the city and continue my profession here in my hometown, I decided to forget about everything even Jake…

This is my life now, and he’s not included in it.

Jake?

Are you still there?

I could hear his soft childish sobs and it breaks my heart, what I got myself into now.

You know how I feel about you, I like you Jake…

You showed me everything that I am missing…

That dance, that kiss and the dinner that we’ve had…

The sweet childish sound that your laugh produced back when we were driving back here, I never had that for like a month or two now.

And I thank you for everything that we had…

For the kindness…

For the sweet things…

For everything…

I’m happy that we met again…

Seriously that night is like a dream come true...

He didn’t produce any sound all I can hear is the falling rain and the rushing wind.

As much as I wanted to keep you…

As much as I wanted to be with you…

I can’t …

I really can’t…

We can’t be together…

I have a boyfriend…

And his name is Kris…