Unexpected Love (girlxgirl)

Ch. 7 (Her pov)*edited*

Nika Mercado Pov

I remember those days na lagi kong inaasar si Fel way back elementary days.. At first hindi ko alam kung bakit ko siya gustong asarin,

but then i realized na.. Gusto ko lang pala makuha atensyon nya.... Pero sad to say mas malapit siya kay Miko noon.. Naiinis ako kay Miko, lahat nalang ng magandang atensyon nasa kanya na,

siya ang matalino ang mabait na anak blah blah blah..

At ako ang matigas ang ulo at nakakahiyang anak ..ako na ang walang ginawang tama !. Pati ba naman atensyon ni Fel.. Nakuha pa ng twin ko?..

11 years way back.. After the burial of Fel's father.. That was the last time i saw and talk to her..

Nilapitan ko sya,,

just a brief talk..

Fel's crying.. and I can feel her grief,

parang nawalan narin kasi ako ng ama.. Ang pagkakaiba lang yung sakanya DEDO NA..

Si daddy naman buhay pa pero, parang wala na rin,he doesn't care about us.. He just care about her witch mistress..

After ng libing ng father ni Fel, the last time i saw her. Yun narin kasi ang day ng flight namin to america..

My dad doesn't know about this.. But as if he cares! Nasa Singapore siya with her witch mistress that time..

Yes! We moved for good in america.. Tinigil narin namin ang communication kay daddy pati sa mga kamaganakan namin sa side niya..

Im working in a Fashion magazine company.. And modeling is my job.. Not that super big company though but it payed me, high salary..

At sa mga nag-tatanong kung ano ang sexuality preference ko? Well, i'm Proudly gay,

Sa family ko, only my twin bro, knows about it, hindi alam ni mommy lalo na ang mga kamag-anakan namin,

You know allergic sila sa katulad kong ganito.

So hindi ko inaamin kahit marami ng rumors sa akin about sa mga nakakarelasyon ko.

I'm bi, you know..,

i swing both ways..

And i don't do "falling in love"

Dahil ang Puso ko,

Matagal ng na-iwan dito sa pinas,

At na kay Fel lang...

Yes, it's her.. and na-realized ko yun nung matagal kaming nag-kahiwalay

At alam ko rin na noong mga bata pakami,

Iba na talaga ang pagtingin ko sakanya...

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My twin bro, And i Decided to find our dad here  in the Philippines..

He's still our father.. 11 years is enough.. We want to see him again.. And i think its about time to forgive..

And of course..

I want to see Fel also..
Just want to say sorry again to her..