Jealousy [RIREN]

chapter fourteen- forgive and forget

A/N
Nothing like a little break over Christmas to help bring back your fighting spirt! I actually can't believe I got the attack on titan game and 3rd collosal edition manga!
But never mind that, let's get down to business- this is not the only story that I will be updating, 'an interesting fan' also has its seventh chapter (eighth installment) that I think was written much better than this... sorry...
H-SENSEI

(Levi's p.o.v)

It was finally time for me to touch him, sending a tingling sensation to every part of my body. He was all I wanted with or without his memories.
"Eren?" I called out into the darkness of his cell... no answer... "Eren, are you there?" The silence was painful as I waited a long time to hear his sweet voice. Sighing, I turned to walk away as footsteps began to echo in the dark empty corners. I was unaware of who it was but my instincts were to hide under Eren's bed, waiting.
"Stupid Levi... stupid wierdo!" An angered voice hissed and growled to themselves, "I didn't even wanna be kidnapped or fucked or a Titan shifter! It all just... happened like that..." it was definitely Eren, judging by the fact he was always angry, who had entered the cell. Falling on to the stiff mattress, he let out a depressed sigh.
"I fucking... fucking hate you too!" I slipped out from under the bed to face Eren with determination to get my love for him across, obviously not using the right choice of words. That was until I saw the state he was in: ripped shirt, black eye, cuts, bruises and much more that would be too disturbing for me to say.
"It's just you," his voice wavered as if on the edge of tears, "Don't you have people to fuck or some shit?" Although he seemed to struggle, his injuries began to heal almost instantly. Except there was still something seeping through his pants, landing on the dirty floor.
"Who did that?" I hissed through my teeth. Even though I already knew who the culprit was, I waited for Eren to say it.
"Isn't it obvious?" He avoid eye contact, "They... tricked me. I thought it was only the one but they ambushed me... forced me to do things I'm not proud of. What's this to you anyway?" I didn't want to hear it. The venom in his voice now flowing through my veins, crumbling under the pain.
"What do you mean?!" Grabbing his shirt, I yanked him into my lap and stroked his hair for comfort. "This is because I love you..." His eyes widened, breathing slowing down as he just stared at me.
"L-Love... is a big word..."

(Eren's p.o.v)

He said it so casually like it was as natural as blinking. Didn't he understand? The pain, the pleasure and the emotions that he provided me were just an illusion created by myself as a distraction from the hellish pain of loss in this titan infested universe. He didn't love me, considering that there were so many other women worthy of his attention, there was no way that it was possible. His smile pulled me out of my thoughts. What made me so special?
"Special?" He began to think hardly about the words, grinning as he noticed my shocked red face and gobsmacked expression. "Are you saying that your thoughts just slipped out?"
"Maybe... what else did I say?" He kissed my forehead gently like I was a fragile porcelain doll, cracked from the years of use.
"Maybe when you're feeling a little better," he chucked a pair of, what I'm assuming to be replacement, jeans at my face. "Hanji said she needed to talk after all, something important... and clean yourself out, wouldn't wanna upset your stomach, right?"
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We arrived at the mess Hall, hand in hand, for the important news that Hanji desperately needed to throw at us.
"Levi,"Erwin pulled him aside for a couple of minutes only to return him with a worried expression, "Promise me nothing will happen... I'm begging you Levi..." Levi just nodded seriously with a sad glare, dragging me to the table Hanji slouched at.
"We've been invited..." She let out an excited gasp, "To a party with the nobles for them to meet Eren and see if we're worth giving extra money to!" I couldn't help but notice the despair in everyone's, that being Levi's and Erwin's, eyes while Hanji seemed most pleased with herself.
"It won't be that bad... right?" I smiled.