I hate myself

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I hate it all

I hate this place
I hate my home
I want to run away
And never come back

I hate how my parents
Never notice me
I hate how they ignore me
I hate how they act

I hate this life
It feels like a cage
But mostly,
I hate myself

I hate how dumb I am
And being so naive
I hate how I look
I hate being a coward
And that I'm never good enough

I hate everything about me
Every single little thing

But mostly I hate
That I still care
About everyone that's ever hurt me
Whether they know it or not
About everyone that has left me
When I needed them the most

Because then it would be easier
To deal with all of this
If I just didn't care
But I still love them
And that's what hurts the most

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