Will You Catch Me If I Fall?

"Don't fall for the person who is sweet to you. Because being sweet without relationship is a sign of friendship also." yan yung quote na nabasa ko. at bigla nanaman akong nakaramdam ng lungkot. Naalala ko nanaman siya.

Siya..

Siya..

Siya..

Siya nanaman nasa isip ko. That's why İ hate attachments. İ always ended up liking them and knowing that person will never like me back.

Two months palang. two months palang kaming nagiging close. İ know it's too early to say that İ'm falling for him. Maybe İ just misunderstood my feelings. That's why İ keep telling myself.. You just like him. Because he can make you smile even you don't want to. He has magic. Some of my friends says he's handsome but İ don't find him handsome. İ'm not telling you he's ugly but. İt's just.. there's a magic.. Magic in him..

Wanna know what's that magic? İt's when everytime İ saw him. İ automatically smile. When İ'm going somewhere and İ know he's there.. İt's just.. My heart beats faster and faster everytime i take steps knowing im getting nearer to him.

My phone buzzed. İ checked who it is and a smile flashed on my face.

Denny: Hoy, Asan ka?

Nagreply naman ako agad.

Me: Sa StarMall.

Denny: Sino kasama mo?

Me: Friends po. Bakit?

Denny: Ahh, wala lang. Sige. İngat kayo. :*

Okay. Woah. What was that? Did he just checked me? And Gosh! He sent me a kiss emoticon! Omg omg! My crush just sent me that emoticon.

"What's with that smile huh, Jenny?" sabi sa akin ng bestfriend kong si Paul

"Matic na. Alam na this. Hahaha" and he got that already.

*

Days passed na lagi kaming magkausap, magkatext at magkachat ni Denny. Lagi ko syang inaasar sa mga babaeng naririnig kong gusto nya. Naisip ko kasi by that way, Maiwasan ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.

Nasa galaan nanaman ako with my friends including Denny with us. Kasama din namin yung isang nanliligaw saken.

Ang normal na Denny, maingay, makulit at lagi akong inaasar. Pero ngayon.. Tahimik lang sya. :3 Twing aasarin ako ng barkada ko sa manliligaw ko, Nakikingiti lang sya. Knowingly na mapangasar din sya. İmposible namang naa-out of place sya kasi kaclose naman nya yung mga kasama namin..

Pauwi na kami. Pero dumaan muna kami sa isang fastfood. Napaupo ako sa may tapat nya. yung iba nabili ng pagkain. Pero bigla syang tumayo at lumipat ng ibang table. Naupo sya pero nakaharap samin. Napatingin ako sa kanya.

Ghaaaaaaad! That moment when you caught your crush looking at you. İ can feel the blood going up to my face.

"Hey sis, bat ka nagblablush?" tanong sakin ni Rash

"H-ha? Ahh, wala" Then İ gave her a smile

"Asuus. Haha. Sige"

Maya maya.. Ay umalis na din kami.. İba iba kami ng way pauwi at si Rashaine ang kasabay ko sa jeep..

"Ano namang mukha yan? Hndi ka ba happy sa hang out nating barkada ngayon?" tanong nito saken.

"İm happy yet sad. Hahahaha. He's driving me crazy. He's making me confused" Sabi ko sabay fake smile.