How Can I Love You?

chapter 19

All the way I'm to hospital my mind kept wondering how bad she is. I really worried.

' Eo? What about Minyoung! Is Minyoung with her? '

As soon as I arrived at the hospital. I went to emergency room. At the waiting place, I saw Abeoji, Eomma and hyung.

I approaching them.

Before I could say anything, Boohyun hyung approaching me and grabbed my shirt collar. He punched me very hard until make me stumble.

" What's wrong with you!" I yelled and pushed him and grabbed his collar back. And show my fist to him that I'm ready to punched him anytime.

Everyone who are surrounded us shocked with our action.

" Woohyun stop!" Eomma grabbed Woohyun wrist tried to stop them.

" You want to beat me, huh? Beat me! Punched me as much as you want!" He smirk.

' What is wrong with him? Why did he become anger without reason?'

" Yahhh! You two! Stop! We are in hospital! " Abeoji yelled.

" Why Minseok come to hospital by herself while she was in bad condition?!"

" what? Bad condition? What are you talking about?" I clueless.

I can't get it.

" Just then, she called me. She said she's on her way to hospital. Because her surgery wound opened back. She said, she called you, but, you didn't answred. She said you mad at her. What did she do wrong? Tell me! "

" Wait. Wound? Surgery? What on earth are you talking about?"

" Hmph. Let me tell you something. Minseok was the one who's donour her kidney to Eomma."

" Minseok d-donour her k-kidney to me?" Eomma asked in stuttered.

My mind went blank. I don't know what else should I say. Because I always yelled at her when she want to go out. I wrong to her.

But, how about the photo?

" B-but she cheated behind me when I was in coma." I give statement.

" She cheated? What are you talking about. Please don't make up stories!"

" I-I have a prove." I show him the photo.

Boohyun hyung slightly laugh after seing the photo. And give ' Whats wrong with you ' look to me.

" Why are you laughing!" I shout.

Boohyun hyung grabbed my wrist and dragged me. I follow him from back. He climbed the stairs until we reached the rooftop. He opened the door and push me, almost make me stumbled.

" Yahhh! Why did you bring me here?" I protest.

" About the photo. This is misunderstand." Boohyun hyung explained.

" What? Misunderstand? Ahaa. I get it! You want to back her up right! Please hyung. Just tell the truth. She cheat right?"

Boohyun hyung punched me again and grabbed my shirt collar.

" You have no idea. You have no idea about her!" He shout. " Roy almost raped her for second time." Boohyun said almost whisper.

"She really scared and trauma that time! She bottle up her emotion! Can you imagine, how was her contidion that time! I can feel the sadness and loneliness in her. She didn't have someone to hear her sadness that time, because Eomma want you stay with her until you wake up. If you are around her, at least she can talk to you even you were in coma."

" H-how can Roy found her?"

" Roy want to meet her for last time because he promise he'll never disturb her if they meet. So, she meet him at abandoned building. Alone." He take deep breath and release. And continue. " If I come more earlier, she won't in trauma that time. He force Minseok to kiss him back. I should kill him that time. "

He look at me and look at my eyes angrily. " Why shut up? Feel sorry?"

'I was wrong about her. I should believed in her. I'm a bad husband. I'm not good enough to be a good husband. I couldn't to protect her. She don't deserve to face through this situation. I made she hurt.'

" If you hurt her again, I won't forgive you." Boohyun hyung leave me in dumbfound.

*****

" Doctor can I come in?" I asked the doctor that just came out from checking on Minseok condition.

" Sure." The doctor nodded and walk away.

But, before the doctor could leave. I stopped him by grabbed his shoulder.

" hmm. Doctor, may I asked something?"

The turn his head. " sure. What is it?"

" how about her condition now?" I asked in worried. Scared of something that will happen to her.

" Do you have relation with Ms. Minseok?"

" she is my wife." I said.

" Ouhh. You don't need to worry. Her condition didn't too worse. And, a pieces of the glass stabbed on her tummy but didn't too deep. Luckily the glass didn't stabbed on her kidney. "

" Hmm. How about her wound?"

" ouhhh... about the wound, we're already clean it. From now on she shouldn't do to much work or doing heavy work. You must keep watching on her."

" she'll wake up right?"

" yes. She will. Don't worry."

I let relieved sigh. " thank you Dr." I bowed. And thanked to him.

I went into her room. I make myself near the bed. I did on the seat that placed near the bed.

I carefully hold her hand and look at her.

The side of her lips was swollen. I touch it.

' it's must be hurt.'

" Minseok ah." My voice crack. " I'm sorry. I'm such a bad husband. I'm sorry. I was wrong about you. You don't deserve this. We owe you. Too much sacrifice you give to our family. I'm good for nothing."

Suddenly I felt my hand was squeeze weakly." W-woohyun ah." Her eyes slowly open.

" You're awake? Can you hear me?" My eyes about to pop out.

She weakly nodded.

I let out relieve sigh.

" Minseok ah. I'm such a worse husband in the world. I blind. I didn't see you in pain. You are-"

She put her index finger on my lips to shushed me. " you gonna disturb other patient." She weakly smile.

" I love you Minseok."

" Where is Minyoung? " she sudden asked while giving

" Boohyun hyung already took her from babysitter. Eomma volunteering to take care of her."

" Eommeonim?" She looked surprised.

" yea. Why?"

" N-nothing."

" Now you should take a rest." I stroke her hair and kiss on top of her head.

She slowly close her eyes and sleep peacefully.

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