chapter 17:remind

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Ezekiel Pov:

2 days ng nilibing si natalia...di na sila nag-abalang buksan yung kabaong kasi may 4 na ililibing pa yung pari...nung binaba na ang kabaong naiiyak ako..ewan ko kung bakit pero naiiyak talaga ako,,isa-isa din kaming nagbibigay mensahe sa kanya at nung malaman din ng new friend 'daw' ni natalia iyak din siya ng iyak kasi nahanap na daw niya ang 'true friend' niya kuno,,pagbalik namin sa kanya-kanyang bahay nagpahinga na kami...

Monday na ngayon pero wala akong ganang pumasok ewan ko nga kung bakit siguro pagod lang ako...pero pinilit ako ni dad na pumasok...i can't really deny but im 'daddy's boy' idol ko kasi siya sa lahat-lahat,,kahit marami siyang inaasikaso sa office nagawa niya pa kaming bigyan ng time...

Pagbaba ko nakita ko silang 3 waiting for me...i smile and greeted them good morning and they do the same...we started eating our breakfast when suddenly  my umma asked me

"Son these past few days you look tired what happen?" My umma asked

"Just nothing umma,," i smile at her and continue eat my breakfast...when i'm done taking my breakfast i bid a goodbye at them...

Then pumunta na ako sa kotse ko until now i don't have a student license...im still young for driving knowing me that im 14 yrs.old

Pagdating namin sa school as usual palaging nagtitilian ang mga babae...psh i continue walking and ignore them yelling my name...when i arrive at our room i took a glance of natalia's chair..she's not their...ogag ko talaga itatak mo sa isip mo ezekiel that she's dead...i can't believe that she's almost dead,,knowing her that she's so young to meet san pedro...

Nagsidatingan nadin ang mga classmates ko..at i saw natalie waving her hands at me and i smile at her,,tumingin ako sa likod niya nagbabakasaling nandiyan siya but no sign of her....she's dead...she's dead....she's dead...

"STOOOOP..." sigaw ko at nagulat lahat ng mga classmate ko dahil sa biglaang pagsigaw ko...that words sucks me..it always repeating in my mind..i apologize

"Miyan haeyo ban chingu (sorry classmates)" i said and bow at them...lumapit sakin si natalia este si natalie..i better call her Nica starting today bcoz if i say her 1st name hindi pangalan niya ang nababanggit ko...

"Hey are you ok?"nica ask

" Ne wae? (Yes why?)"i ask

"Andwaeyo,,,is it because you can't really believe that natalia is dead?"d-dead?,,that word again?..its always repeating in my mind...i dnt want to hear that word again...i look at her coldly

"Why did you always repeating that word?,,its sucks in my mind...not because of me your twin is not dead...i always thinking that i have debt at her,,coz she save my life...so don't you ever say that word" i coldly said..

"Miyan haeyo babe" she apologize...by the way she know how to speak in korean i teach her...

"Its ok,,,just don't aahhh say that word,,arasso?" Then i kiss her cheeks...

Later on our prof is here already..

"Drake James Cali?" Maam asked...and the guy says present..

"Ethan Lou De castro?" Maam asked...and that ethan says present...until it came to my name

"Ezekiel Ian Gutierez?" Ma'am asked and find me

"Present" and i raise my hand sign of im here..

"Marvie Kate Miparanum?" And that marvie says present

"Niña Miparanum?"niña just raise her hand

A/N:oh yeah name and surname  ni autor...

"Natalia Nichole Kate Sy?" Ma'am asked...t-that n-name again?,,,it reminds me how she bump in the goddamn behire..fuck his ass

"Ma'am s-she's d-dead"n-natalia's friend says that word i dnt want to hear....before i came back to my sense i punch my desk very hard to the point that my hands will bleeding...

" what's happening to you Mr.Gutierez?"ma'am asked in a mad tone

"Isn't it obvious ma'am?..i punch my desk?..problem?" I asked and started to walked to the door..i need fresh air

"Whatta nonsense school" i said before i go outside...

I went to the garden but it reminds me how i trick her...so i leave that goddamn place...i went to the court of soccer it reminds me when i asked her what is the reason why did she loved me...so i leave that damn place,,,i went to rooftop i need fresh air when suddenly i accidentally glance at the wall where did we kissed torridly...i smile but it reminds me too how much i yell at her and say the bad words...like bitch,trash,flirt and many more,,it reminds me how much she willing to give her virginity just to love her back,and it reminds me how much she lost hopes when i say the words that im very much happy when i never see her filthy face,,but now i regret i miss her so damn much...i leave this pest place bcoz this is the place who witness that how much i dump her...i went to gym...yeah a gym a place that i regret the most...i make her felt embarass to all students and how much i saw her crying like there's no tomorrow,i pity her that time but i scratch that thought because i am with my love of my life....i came back to the rooftop to feel the fresh air even if i remind our scene here...i scratch that thought and felt the air

"So your'e hear huh?" She said..guess who?...n-natalia's new friend

"Ne,,wae?" I asked in korean

"Can you stop speak in korean i can't understand" she yell at go near at me

"It's not my problem anymore" i said and continue feel the air..

"You know what?,, why did we became friends of natalia?" She asked...i dnt know but i look at her in a curious look

"Curious huh?," she smirk..then she continue said why they became friends

"Im in the top of forest reading wattpad on my phone when suddenly i heard sobbing,,,my curiousity strikes me so i took a glance who's sobbing..when i see her.. a girl name natalia was crying under the tree..gusto ko siyang maging kaibigan noon pa pero binablack-mail ako nina eya...maya-maya i heard her shout she says...

" WALANG HIYA KA EZK MINAHAL KITA NG TODO PERO ANG SAKIT NG SINUKLI MO,,DI KO NA KAYA GUSTO KO NANG MAMATAY WALA MAN NI ISA ANG NAGMAHAL SA AKIN ANO PA BA ANG SILBI KO DITO SA MUNDO KONG PALAGI LANG NAMAN AKONG MASASAKTAN....AM I NOT DESERVE TO BE HAPPY??,,BAKIT EZK?BAKIT MO GINAWA SAKIN TOH?,KAHIT ANONG GAGAWIN KO mahal parin kita"

She says that words..at di ko na kinaya bumaba na ako at binigyan siya ng panyo.."pahayag niya,,grabe nababakla nanaman ako naiiyak nanaman kasi ako....all this time mahal na mahal pala niya ako?,sorry natalia di ko man nasuklian ang pagmamahal mo..

"Oh ngayon,iiyak iyak ka?" She said in a cold voice..aalis na sana siya ng bumalik siya sakin at...

Pak

"Alam kung di man yan magagawa sa kaibigan ko pero AKO..AKO ang gagawa niyan sayo..you stupid jerk...in the end you'll regret all of this shit....minahal ka lang ng tao ezekiel kung ano-ano pa ang sinasabi ng buchi mo...sana karmahin ka..mas masakit pa sa nararanasan ng kaibigan ko" she said at bago pa siya makaalis ng tuluyan sinampal nanaman niya ako,,,,wow may nakuha akong mag-asawang sampal...to the left to the right lang ang peg?

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Kawawa naman si ezk binigyan ng mag-asawang sampal sa kaibigan ni natalia

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