Reliving A Painful Environment...

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These feelings hurt. 
More than any other.
Having your drunk dad up your shirt.
Saying you look like your mother.

She left him cause he's a drunk.
I take her place when he's lonely.
Alcohol made his breath stunk.
Wishing I was dead.. IF ONLY.

DO YOU KNOW THE PAIN?
I go to school fearing men!
Afraid they'll use me as a game...
Use me like my father again and again.

My age is eighteen.
My mom left when I was five.
Mouth was taped to muffle my scream.
Still don't know why I'm alive.

Completely numb waist down.
Used me like a toy.
Every night, he's up my gown.
My eyes lost it's joy.

Reliving a horrific memory.
A place where I feel alone.
Painful being an accessory.
Environment not called home.

-Crimson...

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