Dark Poetry

Insomnia Problems

Wanting the sweet relief of sleep.
Terrified of losing you in a dream.
The sights of a black sheep.
It's a nightmare that makes me scream.

Endless nights of fear.
No longer when you're by my side.
Knowing you're not next to me my dear,
Mind slowly thinks of suicide.

Thoughts of another with you.
Leaves anger in my heart.
The emotions that must be subdued,
But demons that are tearing flesh apart.

You never caused my sleep deprivation.
Brain was filled with thoughts so vile.
Losing you is my greatest frustration.
Is this how I want my lifestyle?

Sleep is what I require the most.
Awake till three thinking of you.
Waking up in terror thinking it was a ghost.
My skin so cold such as icy blue.

Nightmares where you are lost.
Regretting of letting go.
Window is filled with frost.
Outside blanketed with snow.

Anxious of them finding you.
The snow will melt in the spring.
It will be uncovered with a clue.
Then my doorbell will ring.

They found the body in the snow.
Multiple holes across the heart and lung.
Their suspicion starts to grow.
I had to hold my tongue.

Soon the went around the house.
They checked all the rooms.
For myself I remained silent like a mouse.
They found it and their reflexes blooms.

Indeed I was thinking of you late at night.
I was worried if I hid the body well.
Well I didn't put up much of a fight.
Now my body shall rot in this cell.