Dear Amber

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Dear Amber,

I just wanted to start off with I'm sorry.

I know I'm a failure in more things than one.

I broke you, and when I tried to fix it, it just fell apart again.

I loved you so much;

too much.

I was so focused on blaming myself,

that I forgot to save you.

I miss you every day.

Every single day.

It's my fault anyways.

I feel depressed, and nothing will help.

Nothing will ever help.

I want my babygirl back, but that's an inevitable wish.

So instead, I shall quote from the Fault in Our Stars.

There are a million numbers between 1 and 2.

There's 0.1, 0.01, 0.001 and so on.

There's an even greater amount between 1 and 3 or 1 and a million.

Some infinities are greater than other infinities,

but I'm sure grateful for ours. 

I love you.

Don't ever forget that.

Goodbye for now,

Jace, 

Your bully


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