My Bully My Love (Luhan Fanfic)

Part: 5

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The boys and Suho were getting along pretty well. Minyoung and I were talking while the boys were blasting music on my phone. Minyoung and I were in the middle of talking when Lay played a Justin Bieber song. Well, I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER!!!

He's so hot and his songs are the best song ever. I jumped up.

"Oh my god I love this song." I screamed as I started dancing to the song.

The boys just chuckled as Minyoung joined me. It was seriously so funny.

All of a sudden Kris stopped the music. I looked at him confused. He walked up to me and grabbed my arm. Oh shit! He noticed! I thought those stupid scars were gone.

"y-you cut?" He gulped. The only person that knew were Lay, Minyoung, Luhan and Sehun.

I gulped the big lump in my throat.

"I-I used to b-but now I don't. These scars are just healing."I said.

He looked at me in the eyes. I couldn't hold it anymore. I felt a tear drip. I moved my arm around so I counld get out of Kris grip. managed to get out. I ran towards the door and opened it before running out and slamming it behind me. I jogged down the stairs before speed walking out of the hotel. I could feel hot tears rolling down my cheeks.

Once I was out of the hotel, I walked a few meters away and just stood there. It was pretty cold outside. I just stood the looking at the sky. I looked down at my arm and felt a tears drop onto it.

Kris knew so did the other boys. What was I going to do now? They might thought I was some suicidal freak just like Luhan and Lay thought. I was lost in my thought when I felt a jacket touch me. I quickly wiped my tears and turned around to lock at the person. It Luhan.

"Luhan go away." I said.

He didn't reply.

"Luhan please......" I pleaded.

He still didn't reply. I turned around and looked into his eyes.

"They all know now." I whispered.

"They're all gonna think I'm some suicidal freak like what you and Lay think.

"I'm sorry Sohan. I regret everything I've done to you." He said softly.

Wait. What? I chuckled. "Really Luhan? I don't think you actually regret it." I said.

"Look Sohan. I mean it. I do regret it and I'm sorry for everything. Please forgive me." He said again.

Seriously. Was he actually asking for forgiveness after all the things he has done to me? No.....I can't forgive him.

"Luhan seriously do you really think I would forgive you after all the things you've done to me huh? You hurt me since grade 8." I yelled.

"Sohan please! I was stupid I shouldn't hurt you." He said as I saw a tears slip down from his eyes.

"I don't know Luhan. Why did you hurt me in the first place?" I asked.

"I know this sounds stupid and idiotic b-but I did it for popularity." He said.

I looked at him in disgust. Wasn't he already popular enough? I though.

"Just for popularity? Just to be famous at school you ruined my school life?" I asked.

"I'm sorry Sohan." He said.

I shook my head at him in disgust. I bit my bottom lip holding me from crying but I couldn't.

"Are you happy now?" I asked.

"What do you mean?" He asked as he looked up at me.

"You became popular at school. You were the reason why I cut and now you're the reason why the people I love know that I harm myself." I said as tears flooded my cheeks. "Thank you Luhan. Thank you for making my like a hell."

I turned around and walked away. I felt his hand grip on my wrist. He spun me around so that I was looking at him. I looked into his eyes as tears dripped down. He looked at me for a second before he put his lip against mine. He let go of my wrist and pulled me into a hug still kissing me.

I pulled away as fast as I could but I've got to admit that I did kiss him back too. I looked at him questionable.

"I've been wanting to do that for a long time." He whispered.

I can't believe my ears. After all the things I just did he still didn't understand and acted like nothing ever happened. I did something I had wanted to do for a long time. I brought my hand up and slapped him.

"YOU CAN'T MAKE ME FORGIVE YOU BY JUST KISSING ME AND PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS FIND!" I shouted and cried.

Then I ran away left Luhan dumbfound behind.

I just ran until I kneel down on the grass. I just stayed there until it started to rain. So I decided to walked back to the hotel.

When I reached the hotel I walking to my room then I opened the door and enter as I saw Minyoung was watching the TV.

When I entered the room Minyoung looked up to see me.

"Yah! What wrong with?" She asked as she took a towel and wrapped around my body.

I didn't reply. I walked to sit on the bed and Minyoung came and sat next to me.

"Can you tell me what happen?" I asked.

Then I started to cried very hard.

"Don't cried it okay if you don't wanna tell me." She said as she pulled me in to her embrace and I hug her back.

I release from the hug and wipe my tears.

"I'm very tired." I said with a weak voice. I walked to the bathroom. I changed my clothes and walked towards the bed the I sat down next to Minyoung.

"Ohh just sleep and let forget everything. Goodnight. She said.

I didn't say anything. I buried my head in the pillow then fall alseep and Minyoung too.
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