Shy - [KickThePewdie]

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;;felix;;

"Ooohhh Noooo! " I exclaimed as Pj chuckled. "I hate yoou!" I said just before burping.

"Very classy Pewds." said Pj sarcastically.

"Thank'u. " I smiled.

We only started the video and I already want to kill him. But not literally. Pj was my best friend. But for some reason, I felt like more. And hopefully he dosent know. It would ruin our relationship.

I had a crush on Pj since I met him when he welcomed me into the neighborhood. People don't know im bisexual. I never told anyone. Not even Marzia. But me and her didnt work out anyway.

We argued a little and it escalated into us yelling at each other. She moved out the next day. We never talked to each other since then. Its been a month. All of my 'bros' seemed to die down with the "its okay pewds" and "the otp is dead" comments.

But honestly I was fine with or without her. It didnt really matter to me. As long as I had fun with friends -especially pj-and still had my channel and supporting fans, I'd be fine.

Pj nudged me a little. I turned to face the monitor to see a wikiHow picture of a woman cutting a watermelon with a samurai sword.

"What do you think it is? " he laughed.

I laughed a little and looked at the titles below.

"How to throw a party, How to become cool, How to clean a house, and How to get blood off of shoes. " I said. I thought for a moment.

"I think it's How to clean a house. " Pj snickered.

"Why in the hell would it be that? " I laughed.

"I dunno. " Pj shrugged and laughed aswell.

"Um, im going for How to throw a party. " I said as I clicked it.

Correct, it said.

"Yeah! "I threw my hands up in the air as Pj face palmed himself.

"It's so stupid. " Pj laughed hysterically.

I joined in as we waited for the next challenge to load.

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I decided to edit the video later and take a break from the half hour of recording Pj and I just did.

I turned around from my computer seeing Pj playing with slippy through his little habitat.

"Why don't you ever pick him up? " I moved to his side glancing at the demon frog.

"I dont want him to shite on me like he did to you. " he chuckled.

I laughed a little. Then I turned my head to him as he did the same.

"What's up with you Felix? " he furrowed his eyebrows.

"Nothing. Just..." I trailed off looking away from him.

"Your acting so shy today. Is there something you want to talk about. Is it Marzia? "

I shook my head. "No no. Im not worried about that. I'm not worried about anything actually. "

"Okay, just know you can talk to me okay? " He said.

I nodded "Yeah, I cant believe you won at that. " I changed the subject.

"Well I am the expert at wikiHow. " he smiled petting Slippy again.

All of a sudden I felt something rug at my jean bottom. I looked to see Edgar my pug.

"Edgar! " I chuckled as I picked him up and rubbed his belly.

"Im gonna go clean my hands. " Pj said.

"You know where the bathroom is. " I put Edgar down and walked out the room.

Pj walked into the bathroom and I sat down on my couch.When I heard the door close I sighed deeply. God! I can't even funtion with Pj around. It's like im a different person around him.

He changes me. In a good way too.

Pj walked out as I lifted my head from my hands.

"Hey, you wanna go get a bite somewhere?I see you haven't ate yet, I'll pay. " he offered.

Was this some kind of offer to go out with me. I took it that way since I like him too much.

Get it together Felix. I said to myself.
He just wants to go eat out as friends stop being so naiive and stip jumping to conclusions! Pj dosent like you and he will never like you! He's strait and you know it!

"...Felix? " Pj's voice snapped me back to reality.

"Oh, yeah,sure. " I stood up akwardly.