Shy - [KickThePewdie]

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F e l i x :

I waz stunned. What was Pj doing?
I hitched my breath.

"P-Pj. " I gasped.

"Shhh. " His hot breath blew into my ear. "Let it happen. "

I closed my eyes tightly as he monuvered his hand under my shirt and touching my skim with his cold hands. I breathed harder.

I felt him kiss the part between my neck and shoulder. I whimpered.

"No,Stop. " I shook my head and turned to face him.

"You don't have to do this. I know you know I like you, but doing this isnt gonna make me happy. " I said.

I looked down.

"Fel. What are you talkimg about? I WANT this to happen. "

I looked back up. He doesn't, he cant want this.

"You don't need to do this.I'm totally fine with you rejecting me. Just say your strait. "

"Felix, I'm Gay! " he let out a chuckle.

I furrowed my eyebrows. How? He didn't really speak about his sexuality much. And i never saw a girlfriend. It was possible i could've just presumed he was strait.

"Are you sure? " I asked shyly.

"Three years sure. " he smiled. "Felix ever since I met you I wanted to be with you. I wanted to hold you in my arms when I heard about Marzia. It was hard imagining myself with you when she was around. I just wanted to kiss you right then. To slip away into the sound, of your laughter. I wanted you to catch my breath. I never want to leave you. Don't let mw be gone. Because the man that you used to see me as was blurry. Blurry's the one im not. I love you Felix. You never knew my brain the way you knew my name. You never knew my heart, the way you knew my face. I obsess over the questions of what I could do without you. And that's noting! Nothing Felix. That's what I am without you! I need you. When I'm alone, the ghost of you is close to me,I was inside out, and you were underneath... "

I walked back to him and kissed him deeply with no hesitation. I was so relieved that he loved me too. I knew he always felt this way.

It was going to stay this way too...

((cliffhanger + update isn't coming for a while till i get a little more reads))