Shy - [KickThePewdie]

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F e l i x;

"P-Pj. What are you-"

Pj interrupted me "Felix stop hiding it. You love me dont you? "

I shook my head "N-no, I don't, I cant."

"You don't have to hide it Fel. I love you too. "

"But what about the fans? What about everyone else? What about-"

"What about us. I dont care what people think. We love each other and that's all that matters. "

I nodded and looked back up at Pj's emerald eyes. He leaned in with parted lips as they touched mine slightly. I collided into him to finish the kiss and he kissed back.

I closed my eyes in pure relif and bliss. I didnt feel his lips anymore so I opened them to see my ceiling. I was...in bed?

I rubbed my eyes as the feeling of my false reality faded away. It was a dream. I've veen in bed. Pj was at home, in his own bed. Alone.

Why would I dream about something like that?

I sat up in my bed, a pool of sweat dripped down my forehead. It was slightly hot, but the cool sheets soothed me.

There were nothing but sheets actually. I furrowed my eyebrows and leaned over the edge of my bed, thinking I might've kicked them off during my dream.

Nothing. I walk around the other side of my bed to find nothing either. Edgar must've taken it off of me. He does that sometimes when he wants to play.

I walk downstairs and call out to Edgar.

"Edgar... Where's my blanket? "

"You said I could have it crazy. " said a voice.

I jumped at darted my head towards Pj. What was he doing here. I noticed he had the bkanket. Wrapped around his waist. He was shirtless. His pale torso shimmered as the streetlight from the window beared down on it.

He was gorgeous.

"P-Pj, what are you doing here? " I asked.

He furrowed his eyebrows. "You don't remember? " he asked.

He then laughed a little "Oh yeah, you got pretty drunk mate, " he began.

Oh God! Did we? Jesus No! I couldn't even remember it!!!

"You were all over the place, really out of it. " he continued.

Oh God it's true! Holy mother of Christ it happened!!!

"I basically did all the work carrying you with me. You could barley walk. " he said.

Jesus, I didn't know Pj was THAT good.

"Did you use protection? " I asked shyly.

He grimaced "What? Oh, oh Felix no! We didn't do THAT!" he scoffed. "You were drunk at the bar after we ate and I had to carry you home. I decided to stay and help you if you woke up anytime soon. " he explained.

I sighed. Thank God!!!

"Oh, sorry. Im still kinda buzzed. " I smiled and rubbed my arm.

"That's alright. " he smiled. "You need something to eat or...? "

"Nah, I'm still kinda sleepy anyway.Im gonna go back to bed. " I began to walk back to my room.

But when I passed him he grabbed my wrist. I instinctively snapped my head to him.

"Stay up with me. " he smiled.

"Uhh Pj... " I looked into his green eyes.

"Please, it's creepy around here. I dont like being paranoid. Just for a few minute's. "He gave me a sideways smile.

"Pj I really need to sleep. I need to get up early to start recording tommoro-" I was interrupted by Pj tugging my wrist a little. I was a little close to him.

"Y-You have to film too so I advise you go back to your hou-" he tugged me again. Our chests touched and my face was burried into his torso. I tried to move but he gripped me tighter.

"Please Pj... " I begged out of the mere thought of what I wanted him to do to me in this moment.I tried to pull away. Then tried to pry my hand with my free one.

Pj grabbed my free hand. I pulled with my body weight but he only jerked me back to him.

"Stop. " he said calmly. I ignored him and kept pulling.

"Felix stop fighting me. " he warned.

I made struggling noises and grunts in my attempts to run away from him,back to my room,and slammimg the door and locking it.I was hot now with frustration.My face was burning.

He sighed deeply and put my hands around his neck as he pressed his hands on my waist.