The story of A Half Blood

Ginny's decision

Ginny's pov :

I loved Harry and Blaise both I didn't know what to do. I mean, Blaise was my first love not Harry and I know I still loved Blaise in the deep dark corner of my heart. I didn't care if he was a slytherin, even Hermione fell in love with a slytherin. I was really confused. In the end I decided that I will tell Harry everything and then he can decided if he wants to stay with or leave me. I went to Harry and said,
" Harry I need to tell you something but only if you promise not to scream and let me finish talking and explaining."
" Ok, I promise." Harry said.
" Ok. So when I used to tell you that you were my first love actually that's not true. My first love was Blaise Zabini. I started to like you in 4th year when you were in 5th. I was meaning to tell you but I couldn't. Today was the day to tell you so I'm telling you the truth. So now it's your decision. Do you want to stay with me or break up with me. So... what's your decision?" I said nervously.
" First of all why are you telling me this now? Second of all it's not my decision Gin, it's your life you have to choose what you want. If you choose Zabini then I think you will be happier with him than with me. It's your decision."
" I think I want to choose you but then I love Blaise too." I said. " Ok I have decided, I choose.... YOU!" I said. Harry's face was the happiest I have ever seen. The came and hugged me tightly. I was happy with him too. I'll just write to Blaise.
" Harry I need to write to Blaise and tell him my decision." I told Harry and went to write the letter. I wrote
Dear Blaise,

I need to tell you that the moment I saw you on the platform I fell in love with you and I don't know what happened but I just wanted to be you since then. I had to choose between you Harry which was a hard choice but later I made a choice. My decision is that I am going to be with Harry.
I'm sorry. My heart was yours till 5th year then it went to Harry. I'm so sorry.

Yours sincerely
Ginny.

I went out for dinner with Harry that day and we had a lot of fun. I was happy with him. I think I made the correct choice.
I wrote to Hermione and told her my decision. She was happy for us and told that I made the right decision. I got a letter from Blaise. It read,
Dear Ginny,
I hope you are happy with Potter because if you aren't then you can just call me whenever you want. I love you always will but if you love Harry more than me and are more happy with him then I am going to go away and never bother you again so you can tell me if you want me go away from your life I will. I love you and will do anything to make you happy. My last letter to you if you tell me to go away. I promise.

Yours always and forever,
Blaise.

I began to cry. He loved me a lot. In my mission to not Harry I broke my first loves heart. The tears just flowed. I think I made the wrong choice. I think I just need a break from this relationship thing. It's eating me alive. I need to tell Harry that I need a break. Maybe he'll understand and say ok we can take a break. I waited for Harry to come home and when he came I asked him, " Harry I think I need a break. I think we should take a break."
" What? Why?" Harry said.
" I just need to be alone for sometime you know, I want to be be single for sometime." I said.
" Ok. I think we can take a break for sometime." He said.
" Thanks for understanding, Harry." I said.
I packed and went to the burrow in the morning. I told everyone that Harry and I were on a break and they were ok with it. I was in my room all day long thinking what to do with my life. I decided to tell Harry that I had to break up with him. I wanted to be single. I didn't want to be with anyone. I went to Harry's office and said, " Harry I have changed my mind. I want to be alone forever and just don't want to be with anyone. I need a break with people. I am going to live in the muggle world. You will never find me and please don't try to find me."
" Ok." Harry said.
" Your fine with it?" I asked again.
" Yes. I just want you to be happy. I'll find someone else but no one like you." He said.
" Thank you, Harry. Bye ." I said and left.