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"hey! I passed! I really do passed all the exam! Thanks" she said and hugged me

Well after 1month and 3 weeks tutoring her she actually passed and im happy for her.. but the hug that she gave me was something like a goodbye for me now that she passed

"hey! Are you not going to treat me or something?" she said

"congratulations but im done with my job and i guess I don't have anything to do with you for now on so I guess this is goodbye" I said and turn my back from her

Well I did what I have to do I don't want to be attached with someone specially with her but saying those words to her feels like there is a knife that stab me in the heart

"so that's it?" she said "now that you are done doing this things you will just leave like that? I thought we are friends but I guess not" she shout to me while im walking far away from her

When I feel like im far away from her I run, run far away and go to the green house garden of the school and there I cry

"why am I crying like this? Why do I feel like the time that we shared was special?" I keep crying until i heard someone came in, I look at the door and I saw a handsome man and he is looking back at me

"hey miss are you ok?" he asked me "sorry to bother you here but well... this is actually my hiding place" he said and I just wiped my tears and im about to leave when he spoke again

"you know you don't have leave ... this place is actually big enough for the two of us to hide here" he said and I just shake my head

"its ok I just need some time to be alone and I guess im ok now" I said

"let me guess heart break?" he said and I just gave him a confuse look "the reason you are crying here just now is a heart break?" he said while walking towards me and hand me his handkerchief "just take it its clean" he said

"I actually don't know, I don't know why am I crying... I just feel like I need it" I said to him and take his handkerchief

"do you want to talk about it? You know that its better to tell things to stranger than keep it to your self" he said

"well..." I take a deep breath and think carefully weather to tell him or not.. but I guess I will know the answer if he gave some advice right? "ok... there this girl, she is in my class but I don't know her name, until one day she came to me to tutor her ,but I refuse so she tried to many times to annoy me until one day I agreed... I don't want to be attached to her but I don't know what happen after 1 month and 3 weeks, its just that I felt happy when we are together and all and I feel like my heart beats fast when she is very close to me" I said and I look to him but he is just smiling "then what happen?" he asked "then after that I keep telling to myself that after that tutoring session is done you two are already done, and after that she will just forget about you and you will be no body again, so earlier when I got the result I saw her very happy and she told me that she passed all the exams and hugged me and when detached herself from me I told her congrats and goodbye and the last thing I know im running away from her" when I said that he just frown and shake his head "so did she said something?" he said "yes I guess she shout to me I guess we are friends but I just walk away and find this place"

"you know as to what I can see you like her" he said

"what do you mean?" I said confused

"have you ever had a relationship before?" I shake my head no "crush?" another no "Seriously what do you think is love for you? I mean love for someone unrelated not love with family or friends" he said

"I don't know and I don't have friends" I said truthfully and he look at me like are you serious man

"Seriously man what are you? Are an alien or something?" he said and I just laugh him

"yeah I actually been home schooled when I was in grades school and went to all girl school when im in high school and I only know love from the books I've read before and it all ended tragically so I guess im not really for love cause I don't want to feel the pain that the characters in the books feels" I told him

"but you know falling in love was the greatest thing you will ever feel in your life and broken heart was the opposite of it but still you experience it , and going back to your story I think you already fall for her" he said and I look at him like are you serious and he just shakes his head "yes im serious" he said and my eyes widen "no I don't read your mind but I can read your facial expression" he said again

"ok... but you know the girls is for boys and vice versa" I told him

"well yeah but you know love is love its just came in unexpected time and place" he said

"but it's a sin" I argue

"I don't think so its just that people still don't accept people like me because they think im disgusting but hey im still me and I think there are tons of people like me out there" he said and my eyes widen

"you're gay?" I said

"well are you disgust?" he ask and I just shake my head

"but you look so handsome and all, so I didn't think you are one of them.." I said

"well this is me! And I still believe one day people will accept us just like any other...... by the way im James Mathew Lewis and im a BS.Psychology student and a future neurologist" he said

"and im Louise Jade Dela Vega BS. Biology student and a future cardiologist" I said and we both shake our hands


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