I've been thinking all james told me.. do I really fall for this girl? Do I really love her? Am I feeling right about this?
Im now outside of the coffee shop that we always hang when im still tutoring her I actually called their house to invite her for coffee and she agreed to meet me
And now im nervous as hell to see her, but hey im here already there is no turning back and I also can see her inside waiting for me so this is it.. I came inside and went to her when she saw me she smiled and offer a seat to me..
"hey" I said in a weak voice
"hey" she said "im glad you call" and smiled again
"yeah me too and I also want to say sorry what I did to you the last time its just that.." I stoped and tried to find the right words to say to her.. "hmmm?" she hums waiting for me to answer "its just that I don't know if its ok for us to still hang out I mean you are the miss popular and im just nothing and you know the exams are done and there is no reason for us to hang right?" I stated well more like asking in the last part...
"you are silly you know! You've become my friend and I cherish all my friends.... Jade you are special to me you didn't just helped me in my exams but you also encourage me to study and to pursue my dreams not all my friends do that" she said and another smile and this time I realized that she has a beautiful blue eyes that shines like a star in the night an her lips are so red just like a rose..... oh my im staring at her.. "you know you are cute" she just suddenly said to me and I guess she did that on purpose not to feel awkward
"ahem.. sorry.." I murmur but I guess she still heard it and just smile...
Seriously this girl just love to smile at me..
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Weeks has been passed and we've become more close and sometimes she go to my house to have a sleep over and since I don't have any siblings and that my parents are always away because of business she always gives me company
"you know you are always alone with you maids in this house don't you feel sad?" she ask
"I do but I guess I get used to it you know my parents are always busy good thing that the maids are always here to sometimes talk to me or just accompany me when im having a breakfast of dinner here.." I told her truthfully
"its sad to know that but hey! Look in the bright side I can spend time with you here!" she said and start ticliking me until we both tip on the bed and she is on top of me...
She stop what she is doing and suddenly we had an eye to eye contact and suddenly she kissed me... well I kissed her back but we suddenly stopped when we both realized what happen....
"sorry" we said both...
Awkward silence enveloped the both of us and I just had an urged to break the ice
"uhmm I guess we should go to sleep now?" I told her and she just nod and she lay down beside me...the next morning I woke-up she was gone I went out of the be and called her name...
"clara? Are there?" I said in the door outside the bathroom I knock twice before opening it but to my surprise she is not there, I went stairs thinking that she is hungry and start to prepare for breakfast or something but she's isn't there also so I asked the maid of they see her and they just say the she leave earlier she told the maids to tell me that there is an emergency so she left...
I went back to my room and the whole weekend I just stayed there I didn't go out nor eat I just sleep and think..... I don't know what to do I guess I really fall for her and that kiss just confirms everything but the sad part was it answers the questions running thru my mind the question what if... and I don't know if it will be the end of our friendship or what but I guess last night was the last time that we will be together...
Monday morning I didn't went to my class I just went straight to the green house and there I just sleep until I heard the door open
"please James not now I know you will lecture me but its early in the morning" I said still eyes close... I know its James because its his morning routine to go here and also I smell his perfume
"ok but im here if you want to spill the beans ey!" he said with a British accent and I just nod and feel the quietness of this place....
Ever since that night happen it was the last time I saw her and also the last time im with her and its been 2 weeks since the last time I saw her and I missed her.....
"you are avoiding her!" said james and we've been arguing this for the past 30 minutes
"no I don't she is the one who is avoiding me!" I said
"yeah that is why when you saw her you ran away!" he said, well ok maybe im avoiding her
"ok you won I'm avoiding her" I said
"see! I'm right so tell me why?" he ask
"I don't know what will I tell her it feel so awkward after that night" I told him
"why would you feel that you said she is the one who kissed you first and you just reciprocate so what's the problem with that?" he ask
"yeah but if she didn't left me in morning I guess everything will be fixed but I guess not we will just go back being strangers again" I told him tears streaming from my eyes
"you know if she is just experimenting on you its not right because she is playing with your feelings... so if I were you I will confront her" he said
"no need" I said and just stand up to my seat and left him in the green house
YOU ARE READING
The Good Doctor
Non-Fictionbefore jade became a doctor she had a girlfriend named Clara but she broke up with her and just disappear ten years after some circumstances just came they meet again but everything was not the same again just like before that what she thinks...
