Unstable state of mind

A girlien

How many times should i tell myself
Every night
That all this mess is just temporary in my life

All these endless thoughts and people around gets me so down
While world out there were screaming so loudly
There's me at the corner filled with darkness and loneliness

So many things to do yet so little time
How to taste happiness that can lasts forever?
This tiny hope of mine will never can be reach

Lemme be the whalien of bts's golden anthem
Swimming alone in the sea
With no one can barely see
Screaming frustrating to no one's ear