My Bad Ass White Boy

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Christian

Two months with out her. Two months of pure hatred from her. Two months without her cuddling with me. Two months because I made a mistake by fucking that chick. I blocked her number and didn't go back to that same gym. I'm surprised that she didn't tell her dad yet because he would have skinned me alive.

"Dad I miss Jay." At least I still had Nolan to keep my composure. But he kept asking for her.

"So do I." I've done nothing but mope around. I deserve this shit too.

"Why did you have to be a hoe." Who taught him that word? Never mind. Nolan saying 'Hoe' just made me miss Jay even more.

"I told you about saying that word." I scolded at him.

"Someone's bitter." He said while walking away. The only good thing about this situation is that he can't absorb what she says anymore.

"Shut up. Go get the mail." He went outside to get the mail. He came back inside. "Dad look, I got a letter." He really did. I looked on the envelope. It had Jay's address on it. I snatched it out of his hands and opened it.

"Hey." He said.

"You can't read all of this anyways." I said.

8/9
Dear Nolan,

Since you're too young to have a cell phone, I wrote you this letter. I wanted to let you know that I'm leaving for college on the 11th and I wanted to come and say goodbye to you before I left. Even though we haven't known each other for that long, I still love you like my son. Just know that if you were 14 years older, I would have definitely dated you, unlike your stupid ass father (that part was crossed out but I could see it through the light). Just be good to him. I know he isn't my favorite person, but I still care for him.

-Jaylah

Wait she's leaving on the 11th? I looked at my phone. 8/11. Fuck.

"Nolan lets go." I said grabbing my keys.

"Go where?" He asked.

"To see Jaylah." I grabbed his arm.

"She doesn't want to see your ugly behind." He laughed. Riley must only let him watch MTV while he was growing up.

"Boy, you look just like me. Just get in the car." I said.

"Can we ride on your motorcycle?" I shook my head.

"It's too dangerous." It had to be the first time I said that.

"You let Jaylah ride on it." Jay rode on more than a motorcycle if you catch my drift.

"Stop saying her name." After 20 minutes of Nolan annoying me with 'Jaylah this and Jaylah that', I finally arrived at her front gate. "Wassup Mac." I said to the security guard.

"Nope, Jaylah said not to let you in." He pointed his gun to my face.

"My son is in the car." He called someone.

"Yea he's here....Yea he has his son...want me to let him in...ok." He hung up the phone. "You got twenty minutes." I'm so glad I caught her in time. I knocked on the door. She opened it up. Damn she looks good. I don't if it was possible for her to get thicker, but she did. Her body was more defined. She also had box braids in her hair. I licked my lips.

"My eyes are up here." She finally said.

"Hi Jaylah." Nolan said. She picked him up.

"Hi Nolan." She had the most beautiful smile on her face. She was glowing.