My expression went from surprise to excitement. Years moaning to myself on his cold, deathly bed and to find out he was here! Waiting for me to come back...
"Dan! It-it's really you!" I beamed, unable to stop my face from forming the biggest smile I have ever smiled - only to see his face look down in sorrow.
"P-phil? Don't look at me, I'm hideous!" Dan sobbed, floating elegantly to the floor in a lifeless heap on tears.
"Woah! What's wrong? You were full of excitement about 30 seconds ago! Where's my smiley heart eyes? The one I love so much!" I questioned, smiles still emerging from cheek to cheek to try and cheer him up.
"I'm a disgusting figure of nothingness! No one could love me!" His tears didn't even seem to to be real as they fell onto the floor and dispersed into thin air.
"Dan! I could never not love you!" I asked, taking his hand only to slip through it, making himself and me shudder, "let me see your gorgeous face,"
His head edged slowly in my direction until his eyes met mine - scratched ruin and lifeless eyes met my gaze...But I couldn't have loved him more.
"Dan, I'm so in love with you, scars and all," I spoke softly in fear of coming across too agressive in his time of sadness.
"Really? I'm so in love with you too!" He cried, tears cascading down his transparent cheeks as he came forward for an embrace, being able to hold onto me for as long as he ever wanted.
I love him
Dan howell is my one and only.
Always.
And forever.
All I want to do now is keep Dan safe.
But I can't help feeling something bad is about to happen.
And it might happen soon...
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snapchats ghost ; phan au
FanfictionIn this world full of emotion, Phil lays, broken and empty. Dan's things still roam in the house, his scent dispersing into the thin air. Pondering over his whereabouts weren't enough for this broken hearted boy, so join Phil on his quest for Dan. ...
