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You Said and I Believed ©

I just wanted to write something about this topic without having the girl commit suicide in the end... I wanted it to be different! I know it's a bit too long but please give it your precious time.
And here it goes...
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'I love you', I whispered while pushing a letter in your locker when I saw no one in the hallway.
You walked towards me in lunch and said you wanted to talk somewhere private.
In the janitors closet with me pinned at the door and your hands blocking my way.
You showed me the letter asking if it was all play.
And just as I nodded you pressed your lips on mine.
It was just the beginning and I was already love-blind.
'I like you', you said.
I believed you.

It's been a week since I put the letter in your locker.
We talked on the phone, we met outside the school, but never once you held my hand while walking me to my locker.
'I want things to go slow', you said.
I believed you.

It's our one month anniversary.
And it surprised me that you planned out a date to the fair.
You kissed me when we were on the ferris-wheel.🎡
'I love you', you said.
I believed you.

You parked your car in my driveway.
Got out of your seat first just to open my door like a true gentleman.
Kissed me goodbye, held my hand till we reached the door.
5 minutes later the doorbell rang and to my surprise there you stood with grease covering your hand.
'My car broke down', you said.
I believed you.

My parents weren't home and I didn't know what was right.
I let you take the guest room for the night.
'I won't find a cab at this hour', you said.
I believed you.

I walked to the kitchen.
'I'm hungry', you said.
I believed you.

I returned to the guest room with the sandwiches made to find you missing.
I walked back to my room to find it dimly lit with candles.
You stood there near my bedside table fumbling with your phone.
I cleared my throat to let my presence be known and you jumped almost dropping your phone.
'I wanted to surprise you', you said.
I believed you.

I forgot about your panicked expression when a sweet melody played from your phone a while later.
The sandwiches long forgotten we were on my bed together.
I wasn't ready as you would be my first, but it's our anniversary and I was in love.
'Trust me', you said.
I believed you.

I woke up next morning to find you gone.
I couldn't find the note you left and waited for your phone call.
'Hey I'm busy buddy but you've reached my voicemail leave a message after the beep', you said.
I believed you.

It's monday and I thought I'll find you at school but everyone here is looking at me and I feel like a tool.
A girl from my history class came rushing over to me showing me something on her phone. My eyes widened at it and I just wanted to go home.
I saw everyone looking at me, you with your teammates came upto me.
I rushed to the washroom and puked my guts out thinking about how bad had everything turned out.
'It's not a big deal', you said.
I believed you.

I'm home and weeping into my pillow.
You're watching me while standing outside my window.
I heard the front door open; my parents must be home.
They didn't need to know about the buzz in everyone's phone.
A stone rolled near my bed, picking up it had a note that I read.
'I'm sorry', you said.
I believed you.

Few weeks passed by and a new rumor flew.
I'd fucked the sick guy which gave me his flu.
I saw you looking at me during lunch.
Oh, how i wish you would hold my hand and end their fun.
You waited outside my class for my lecture to end.
The way you talked looked like you genuinely wanted to make amends.
'I'm really sorry for how everything turned out. Can we talk later? My place at 8. I'll wait for you', you said.
I believed you.

I rang your doorbell shifting on my feet.
And there stood a guy looking at me like I was a piece of meat.
He led me into your room and clicked the door shut.
You pushed me on the bed and both of you smirked.
You stood there doing nothing as I was being raped by the guy.
And then you forced yourself upon me, all I could do was cry.
'Such a fool', you said.
I believed you.

I woke up next morning feeling sick; puked all over your bed.
You threw me out of your house and called me a b*tch!
Death called out to me as I edged towards the cliff.
It wouldn't be long when I embrace it.
Jumping off did cross my mind.
But leaving behind that monster of you was not fine.
Spent remaining of the day with my parents, acted all was fine.
And then I sent you a text when the clock struck nine.
'Oh yeah babe, sure I'm in for some fun. I knew you had it in you, will be there', you said.
I believed you.

I asked you to bring your friend too, but watching you walk alone I guess death's only gonna claim you.
I reached upto you settling my hands around your neck.
Kissed you so hard, it pushed you to your death.
'You're CRAZY!', you said.
I believed you.

Standing here at the edge with the phone in my hand I looked down where your body lies.
Dialling 911, I confessed my sins and exposed everyone's crimes.
I watched my parents standing afar crying as I was hand cuffed and dragged to the jeep.
I remembered your words from last night and it cut me too deep.
'You are nothing but a SLUT!', you said.
I believed you even when I didn't want to.
So I killed my belief.
I killed YOU.

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(4th November 2016)
Well there are such guys out there in the world and I just wanted to write something about it without having the girl commit suicide in the end... I wanted it to be different!
It took me 27 minutes to write this plus 2 days of doing changes to make it better...and I'm really happy how nice it turned out to be..

It took me lot of courage to upload something purely written by me so I would request you'll to let me know what you'll think about it through messages or comments.

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