°Ashton's POV°
As soon as I saw all the students rushing to there classes,I sprinted tords my math class. I felt a ruff hand on my shoulder. I turned only to find my tormentors, Calum Hood, and Michael Clifford. "hey fag. thought you would miss the daily routine?" Michael said. Calum jumped in on the action. "Yeah, it's not going to change queer! Never has, never will!" "Boys! quick, quick! go to your classes please! mr. hood, and mr. clifford I need a word with you. Carry on Ashton." "yes sir." I sped walked to my classed and entered the door. I heard "Ew fags here" and "oh, gross! dont touch me you'll spread it queer!" I sighed. yeah! another year of this and I swear... I wont be able to take it. I just thought to myself through the whole period, "why am I such a fatty!" "why cant I be normal!" "why do I have to be so... so stupid and worthless! ugly and weak!?" I heard the bell go, alarming us that it's time to go to our next class. I rushed through the hall and ran into someone. "hey watch I- oh sorry" he said. It was Luke the boy I helped earlier. "oh-h no I-im sorry. u-umm I gotta g-go. Bye!" I yelled and sped to my next class. I saw Calum and Michael. I ducted and they didnt see me. Thank God!! No beatings today!! hopefully!! Soon enough it was time for lunch. I hated lunch due to the fact, there was food. but I never ate, so it didnt bother me. "Hey fags here!" one guy yelled and his little possy was laughing. another table, another, and another all the same response. I found one with no one sitting at it. I took my seat and sat my head down in my pail, line covered arms. I flinch at the contact with the table and one of my new cuts. I just ignored the pain and layed my head back down in my arms and silently cried. I heard one of the most sweetest voices I've ever heard. "can I umm, maybe sit next to you." I looked up to see a girl, her hair was a simple blonde, her eyes were bright green and she wore a Wyoming Cowboys hoody and tight jeans with ugg's to tie it off. "oh, um sure." I said with a weak smile. she ate her foodbin science and I layed my head in my arms again waiting for the bell. I rush through the last two classes and walk out of the school with a breath. that went better than I expected. "Hey fag! thought you could get away?!" Calum said, then with a punch to my gut. Michael joined in and helped with my endless beating, he continued to punch my stomach and my face. they kicked at me and called me mean names like, fag, queer, ugly, worthless, pig, fatty, weakling. the thing is there all true, so why hide it... they got bored and hopped in there cars and drove away. I groaned at the pain coursing through my entire body. I limped to my car. I drove home. once I was gone I rushed to my room and took out my blades. I cut many times until I got dizzy. I crawled into my bed and waited guys the arrival of sleep and it came.
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Loves Struggle (Lashton)
FanfictionAshton Irwin, the school nerd, as others call him, queer, fag, princess, ect. He has a hard time with his body. doesn't find himself attractive. He's anorexic. He wants to be loved. To be loved like those people in the movies. But he thinks will nev...
