Ashton's POV
I groan in pain as I turn over. What happened yesterday? I thought. alright I remember, I got beat to a pulp and feel asleep. Wonderful!! Second day off school... Whoopy! Hint the sarcasm. I jumped up and shivered from the cold, wood floor. I opened my bathroom door and shivered as I thought back what yesterday occurred in here. I felt warm wet tears fall down my face, little whimpers coming from my mouth. I let out a loud sigh. I stripped down to nothing, with a shiver running down my back, i jumped into the shower. I huddled up towards the wall, waiting for the cold spree of water. I turned the handle upwards to the warm sign. I squeaked from the cold impact of the water hitting my warm skin. The water temperature changing to degree where I can handle. I put shampoo and conditioner in my hair, and shut off the water and get out. I look myself in the mirror. The words that people linked me to coming back full and just as hurtful, Ugly, fat, weak, fag, queer, all attacking me. With eyes wet from tears once again. I'm such am baby! "Ashton hon hurry your going to be late!" My mum yells from the bottom of the stairs. "okay!" I yell I head out of the bathroom and walk over towards my closet and grab the clothes I'm going to be wearing for the day. I grab a White t-shirt, the slves are black and white stripes. I then head over to my dresser and grab a pair of black skinny jeans, with holes. I run into the bathroom hearing my mothers call's for me to hurry. I style my hair and run down the stairs. "Asht-! Oh your down here! Come on love hurry up!" I laugh a little at her eagerness to get out of the house. I pull on my black Vans and run outside seeing the black Ford Mustang. I hurry in it like my Mum asked me to. She hops in and pulls out of the drive way, down the road, to my school. I sigh knowing that today was going to be just as bad as yesterday, maybe worse. I see the school into view and sigh once again. "Okay hon I put more lunch money on your account! Have a good second day!! Love you!!" she said happily in my ear with a kiss on my cheek and a groan in response, I trudge out of the car. They car speeds away. I hurry into the building with shivers going down my back. The school sign is reading off to me as: "Hurry in for your own beating with a side of insulting words!! :D" Note the sarcasm. I then hurry in and run to my locker, Combination- 20-12-10-1. I open it and see another great thing to come to school with!! Fucking! Gay! Pornos!! who the fuck needs porn for school?!?! Oh and at the perfect timing the new- wait the new kid!! I hurry and close my locker while he walks by, winks at me and walks off doing whatever... He surely is a cheeky bastard isn't he? I finish my business with my locker and head to my first period class. This is gonna be great!!
~~~~~~~~~Class Starts~~~~~~~~
"Uhg! Move queer!!" "gross... it's here!" -giggle- I sigh hearing all the insults come back into view... Class hurrys on fast, me not even listening to what he's saying... second period class comes, and goes quite fast. My third period class is diffrent much, much more diffrent, the new kid it's hanging with, Michael and Calum.... Shit. I can't even believe my ears at what the new kid says, "Hey fag."
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