Heart. Hope. Happiness. (Sequel to Live. Laugh. Love.) ***COMPLETED

Part 17 :0

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Justin's POV:

I sat up in the bed and rubbed my eyes. I looked over to my left and found that Carson wasn't there. I started instantly craving her touch so I went search. Finally, I found her downstairs, making breakfast. "Hi, baby." I said, gently.

"Good morning!" She exclaimed.

I walked over to her and turned her around. I cupped underneath her butt and lifted her up onto the counter, causing her to be a little higher than me. I grabbed the back of her kneck and pulled her lips to mine and discovered I was more awake. I licked her bottom lip for entrance and she opened her mouth to let me in. I allowed my tounge to search around in her mouth as her's entered mine. Quickly, we got lost in eachother. We both wanted more, but someone had to be strong. Suprisingly, it was me for once. I moved away from her and smirked, "The eggs are burning." I winked and then walked off into the living room, satisfied with knowing I left her wanting more.

"You're such a tease!" She yelled from the kitchen. I chose to not respond and I took a seat on the couch, a smirk still plastered on my face. A few minutes later, she called me in for breakfast. "Your eggs.." Carson said, placing a plate gently in front of me. I frowned at the sight of an empty left ring finger. She quickly noticed and pulled her hand to her stomach, "Justin.." She sighed and I could see guilt in her eyes.

"No, its fine." I said, blowing it off. For some reason, I didn't like that she wasn't mine forver. Why didn't she want to be my wife? She didn't answer and she sat down next to me. When I finished eating, I stood up from the table, "I'm going to shower and then go to the studio. Its been awhile." I strutted away without a response from Carson. I took a fast shower and then headed off to the studio.

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Carson's POV:

I sighed, due to my bad hair day, and threw my hair into a messy bun. I applied some light make up and then headed downstairs to clean the kitchen from breakfast, but the doorbell interupted me. I walked over to the door and opened it up to find Keegan. Seeing him made me happy. "What are you doing here?" I asked, a smile creeping on my lips. I had no one to talk to since Amelia started distancing herself so Keegan was really my only friend left.

"That's a great way to greet someone." Keegan laughed and took a step foreward before wrapping me in a tight hug, "What happened to friends?"

I pulled away and smiled, "Busy happened." I explained.

"That is no excuse." Keegan raised his eyebrows.

"True." I moved behind him and closed the front door. "But really, what are you doing here?"

"I'm just here to see what's up with the interesting Carson Eldser." Keegan took a few slow steps towards the living room.

"Well, have a seat in the living room and I'll tell you." I giggled and then walked into the living room and found a seat on the sectional.

When Keegan sat down he said, "So.. tell me."

"Um.. Justin proposed." I bit my teeth together and let out a little squeal.

"Oh, wow." Keegan looked at the floor, "Congratulations."

"I didn't say yes."

"What? You said no to a marriage proposal from Justin Bieber?" Keegan laughed to himself.

"Well, I didn't say no." I futher explained, "I said I need time to think."

"That's the most confusing thing you can say to a guy." Keegan warned.

"Its just.. I don't know if he's ready. Our relationship has had so many ups and downs... I love him. I really do. I think the commitment scares him."

"Scares him?" He shook his head, "He just proposed to you. I think you're scared of the commitment."

I closed my eyes and admitted to myself that I was the problem, "You're right. I really am. What if something happens? What if he cheats again? Or what if he doesn't love me anymore? What if he gets bored of me? I would forever be the girl who has a failed marraige with Justin Bieber."

"You think it will fail?"

"Yes.. and no." I paused, "Well.. no. I think we will be fine."

"Then what's with all this worry?" Keegan asked, scooting closer.

"I really don't know."

Keegan moved a little closer and used his index finger to bring my eyes to his gaze, "Maybe its because you know you'll never get to try something.. new."

Oh no..

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