Tamy:a vidcon story

planning

"only one more day"

"till what?"

"untill I get to meet your face"

this was a game we played. obviously I already knew what was in one more day. I had picked my oufits for the next 4 days and what I was gonna say when I met the boy of my dreams. recently Taylor joined this new YouTube collab channel called YTL with some other really cute guys. one of the other members of the group, Jace Paragord, was going to be joining Taylor for the next couple of days. they were both flying in tonight and staying at a hotel closer to the Anaheim convention center.

"I gotta go now my plane is about to take off"

"don't die"

he was so close and I was so excited. I already went to the convention center and got my pass and filled out the badge. now all I need to do was somehow sleep so I wouldn't look so tired and restless in the morning. I took a few sleeping pills to help me through the night. this was happening. this was real. I'm going to marry Taylor Baxter and we're going to have kids and I keep doing this. I keep making up stories in my head of what will never happen. knowing my luck he probally won't even talk to me other than to get a picture with him just once. oh well. I began to fall into a sleep and only in my dreams I would get Taylor Baxter and be able to call him my own. I just kept praying I wouldn't be another fan to him. maybe we could be different.