park jimin,
i am writing this to you with the last bit of strength i have. hoseok and yoongi are in the hallway, waiting for me to let them come inside. they won't be coming inside, at least not while i'm alive.
now i want to first of all say that you are the best thing to happen to me. you are still my best friend, always will be. we may have not exchanged words since that day in junior year, but i still love you.
to be truthful, i think i loved you longer than when i realized it. i think i've loved you since i saw you in that sophomore history class but never admitted it nor acknowledged the feelings until it was too late. park jimin, i love you with all my heart. i wish that my last words to you wouldn't be on paper but it seems like they will be.
tell the boys i love them and miss them alright? and please tell jeongguk to ask out that girl in his music class! tell hoseok that he was the best, best friend a girl could have and that he was my ray of sunshine in this darkness.
anyways, you have improved my life so very, very much. i have known i would die young for a while, long before i was coughing up blood. that's why i started writing the letters you will see in this box. they're all from random points in time during junior and senior year.
i really wish i could've graduated. graduation is next week. i would give anything to be able to walk across that stage and meet all my boys on the other side. know that i am proud of every single one of you. none of you need to change who you are.
my body feels heavy. it hurts more so than usual now. i can feel my heart working too hard so i'll end this now.
park jimin, my last words to you are that i love you with my entire being and i always will. you deserve so much more than the world can give you.
love, kim seoyeon (your best frie—
