19.12, 8:46pm
hello.
in the morning Michelle smiled at me. smile with pure evil in it...
and I didn't get it...until I saw it..
my books fight club skinny pillowman Nancy...
all.flying.in.tiny.pieces...
my wonderlands...
vanished like a dust...
And Lucifer talked to me...
"I'm so sorry"
and I was happy ofc...but my books..
nothing will ever replace them...my babies..all dead..
and when I get home..
parents fighting..again..
broken glass and horrible screaming...
and I'm so tired...so so so freaking tired with this...
I'm really sorry I broke my promise
"I won't cut anymore"
but now...idk anything else..