Being in an insane asylum isnt that bad.I met this amazing girl named katherine . She has long brown curly hair which reminded me of Emily and green eyes which reminded me of Harper. She wasn't skinny, but wasn't fat either...the right size to give the perfect hug to. She is so funny and kind hearted. I wish I could take her and escape because we would have so much fun together. I just know it. It kinda makes me sad that we have to spend all day looking at grey walls, but maybe its best. I don't have to look at beautiful skies that are being torn apart right above me every minute. I made sure never to take beauty for granted because I knew it could easily taken away from me. As I was thinking about this katherine looked at me with water in her green eyes, that reminded me of a forest being drowned. The water ran from her lower lashline down to the bottom of her jawline and fell with delicacy of a swan. I questioned why she had water coming from her eyes and she never responded. The water just flowed like a never ending stream leading to a large body of water.
I woke up in my room, 4 grey walls surrounded me, no windows, nothing, just a notebook that I kept under my bed to draw on. I looked out the tiny window on the door that kept me concealed. And I saw katherine, but not with water come out of her eyes, but blood. The same rich, smooth, decedent, dark ruby red blood that came out my thighs when I cut. She mouthed the words kill yourself . I blinked and she was gone. I then knew that Caroline had a new friend to talk to in my mind. I'm glad she isn't lonely anymore. I'm glad I'm not lonely either. I'll now have two people to talk to in my lonely grey room.
