Tear In My Heart

More Then Frens? |-/

Josh and I have been friends for what seems like forever. We share the same tour bus. Ever since I met Josh, I could not stop thinking about him. Like for fuck's sake can he not be so fucking hot! I dream about him every night ever since we met.
Until one night I couldn't stand it, "Josh" I wispered.  "Josh, are you awake?" I wispered, "Go back to bed, Tyler" he said in a low raspy and sleepy voice. "I can't, Josh" I said, "Can I sleep with you." "Fine. Get in." Josh said. I got in bed with Josh and cuddled up to him, he didn't seem to mind.
"we were finally in bed together" I thought to myself. I keep thinking about what if Josh doesn't feel the same way about me. I mean yeah he's hot and all the girls want him, and I'm married but what if he doesn't like me like that? I was up all night thinking about that. Finally everyone else was up. I got up and went to the bathroom.
But Josh is still asleep. I wonder why. When I got out of the bathroom I noticed that Josh got up and he was eating breakfast. "Finally! What took you so long?" Josh asked. "It's kind of hard to be quick when you have to take a shit, Josh!" I said. I went to get some breakfast, after I ate I went to take a nap because I was so tired being up all night. I woke up at about 3pm and josh yelled at me about sound check that I forgot about. I rushed to get dressed and to the stage. After sound check Josh saw I wasn't very happy today. So he ask me what was wrong, I said " It feels like Jenna and I aren't working out. She told me today she's leaving me for someone else."
Josh hugged me and wispered in my ear "She was not good enough for you anyways." Chills went down my spine. We went back to the bus and got dressed for the show but before that I went to the closest hotel and got a room for Josh and I for tonight and tomorrow. I got back to the bus just in time for the show, Josh said "Were've you been? The show's about to start." I told Josh I got a hotel room for us for after the show. The concert at I think 11:30 pm so Josh and I went to the hotel room but Josh had a backpack with him so I asked him "What's in the backpack?"
Josh said "you'll see when we get to the room." I was thinking maybe he was going to do some kinky shit when we got to the room. When we got to the hotel we went up to the room in the elevator Josh started kissing me and we didn't stop until we got to the floor our room was on.