Friends , for years , 7 to be exact . I loved her , her spots, her yellow
Teeth, the plaque that layed quietly on the surface of her rotting tooth , her oily skin , her in general. We use to have this phrase as kids " i love you, as a friend"
But this time , it felt real , im stupid to think this but honestly , our love has always been more than a friendship , since we were 5 years old.
Ive tried to hide my crush for her in the past, ive forced myself fo like people i have no genuine intrest in, but , i did for her , so i could still hug her without it being akward or anything more than a friendship . She was special, litteraly , we both agreed she has some sort of down syndrome . Shes not like the other girls , she couldnt write , speak , spell , barely even walk straight but honestly it doesnt matter , because her beautiful frog coloured eyes made up for that. And secretly so did the strong stench of her breath , its always been a kink of mine .
Shes had boyfriends in the past , sameer , jack haddock, joshua bain , all of them names make me clench with anger , they dont deserve her , i do... I deserve to leave her house smelling of wet dog and fags , i deserve to watch her pick out that beautiful white dandruff from her huge nit infested scabby scalp, i deserve to bury my inperfect body into her bio , cheese smelling body
I
Deserve
Her .
