Kappa Fanfiction

Part 8: Imani's POV

It was lunch. I was hurt so much after what happened. I couldn't stand being with Jake anymore. I loved him..but now he's just another story. I walked around and I couldn't find my friends so I sat down at a random table. I forgot the cuts on my wrists and I banged them on the table with pain. I laid my head on my arms. It's hard dealing with life. I wanted to cry but I just can't. I walked outside and I saw Jake getting a pizza. He looked back and I quickly turned around hoping he didn't see me. I ran and bumped into a boy.

"Watch where you are going!" I said.

"Gee sorry whore." He said.

I looked down. I noticed Jake looking at me so I ran. I turned around and I saw him walking towards the cafeteria. I frowned. I treated him so badly that I'm slowly regretting it. It's like I just faded from his memory. I know he doesn't care about me anymore. I didn't have any money so I went in line in the cafeteria for food. I can't help again but look at Jake. He is with a group of girls. I frowned even more. Jake is permanently on my mind. I can't forget about him. He is going to stay there. Because he was...never mind. My friend Ashley was walking towards me.

"Hey! Are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine"

"No you are not.."

"No seriously I am.."

It was quiet for a moment.

"Well if you aren't going to tell me how you feel, how am I suppose to help you?"

I shrugged..he boyfriend came so she switched to a hoe. She left without saying goodbye. Everything was easier with Jake by my side. I grabbed my lunch and right when I started walking Clarissa was waiting at the door for me. I know that cause' she was looking at me from the door way. I quickly went to the other exit. I started running. I heard footsteps behind me so I kept running until I found Ashley. Until the footsteps caught up to me. I ran and ran. The bell rung..I ignored it. I quickly ate my pizza and ran straight to P.E.. The footsteps disappeared. I saved my life for another day. I went to P.E. I looked at my scars and tears fell down my face. Why I said to myself. I had an opportunity to be with Jake but I just fucked everything up. I do love him..but he moved on. He has other girls to tend with rather then with me. He knew where to go and where to fit in right away. I was a little jealous just to put it out there for honesty..I don't want him to be seeing other girls...

Ashley has P.E. With me. I saw her and ran up to her.

"Hey" I said

"Hey wassup?"

"Nothing much." I replied.

There was a moment of silence.

"Fine I'll you..it's that Jake guy again"

"I KNEW IT" she replied.

She sighed

"Imani I think it's really best if you just ignore him because he is giving you too much problems since you met him. He's a player honestly. He was with Clarissa. And right now I just saw him with another girl-"

"Another girl?!" I cut in

"Yeah. Why?"

"How does she look like?" I said.

" 'taco bout it' shirt"

...?

" I don't know but they had a short conversation. I'm telling you he's a player. You don't have to believe me when I say it, but I think it is true. You see the way he talks to other girls...don't you?"

"Yeah..bu-" I got cut off

"Then just ignore him. I'm telling you what's best for you. Besides, you only knew him for a short period of time. Just forget about him and you have solved all of your problems." She said.

"Ok" I said with a cricked voice. She said to forget about him...but I never did. until...