Authors Note.

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It is the moment when she is most focused. That she realizes , she doesn't have her life together. 

That she was about as far away from potential as the next normal white picket fence suburban human. 

Grades not good enough to be noticed  and legs not fast enough to take home first place.

A voice not high enough for amazing and a hand not skilled enough to do a thousand dollar sketch. 

A face not flawless enough for the camera and a body not slim enough for attention. 

A childhood not whole enough for happiness and a wallet not big enough for popularity 

But my god, did she express her ideas that could make any person believe she could conquer them in minutes.

And just how much she loved, and loved whole heartedly. 

She gave what she had, thought it was never much, to let people have what they deserved.

She couldn't do much but make you laugh and put a couple words together to make you think. 

So today I promise to give her what she deserves. To help her stop holding onto this heavy weight of the fear of not being good enough, to the fear of going nowhere, and leave the ones that left her. 

To help her believe she will get every single thing she wants, to let the Phrase "Where to next?" be her most common sentence, and to make sure she will get someone to love her as much as she loves him. 

I promise myself.