The Brooks Brothers Little Sister

chapter 4

-JAI POV-

My sister is beautiful like me. Okay, I am lame. I must admit that Noelle can get on someone's nerves but she looks pretty chill once she doesn't look like she wants to murder someone. I wish I could be close to her and be all siblings goals and shït. I want a sister to get along with, not a sister that might hate me for the rest of her life.

When she started to yell at mom and Beau, I feel like a pain in my chest because I knew it was not going to be easy gaining her trust. She already have built her walls up, it will be a miracle if one of us will get her trust soon.

"Guys and Gina, if you want, you can stay here for the night, it is dark already" said our aunt Andrea. Everyone agreed and thanked her. She took us to our rooms and got ready to sleep.

- NEXT DAY-

I woke up at the sound of music. I looked at the clock beside me and saw that it was already one in the afternoon. Wow, I slept for so long but whatever, I thought to myself.
I put on the same clothes I had yesterday now that we didn't had clothes to change to and followed the music.
The door wasn't fully closed so I looked inside to see who's room is if. It was Noelle dancing a familiar song. I looked in awe at the moves Noelle did. They were pretty cool, like her brother Jai, haha. Okay, I am terrible, but not as terrible as Beau .
When the song ended she sat on her bed using her phone.
All the hallway is for her. Just a door. I think her bathroom is on her room.
Even though she probably wants to murder me, I knocked. She said a small come in and I opened the door. I closed the door behind me so we could have private time and sat on her computer chair.
"Hi" I said starting the conversation.
" what do you want? " she asked, straight to the point. Okay this is not going as planned but I didn't have anything planned. What am I saying.
"um, what are you doing" I said
" I was texting my friends until you interrupted me " she said giving me a blank look.
" sorry " I mumbled
" you don't want me here, do you? " I whispered and guilt flashed in her eyes for a second but soon was replaced with a blank stare. She sighed and sat up.
" look, what's your name again? "
"Jai"
" look Jai, I am not trying to be mean, it just comes out of my mouth before thinking. I haven't seen you guys in years and all of the sudden you want to come into my life. If your mom cared enough about me, she would of looked for me. She had you guys to help her and I still didn't hear anything about you guys for what, eight years or so. It hurts Jai, you guys think it's easy to just take me back, it isn't, it takes a lot of processing and this is just too much for me so I just cracked when you guys came." She said. I gave her a sorry look and left her room.
I didn't knew how she felt until now, and I understood her, it is not easy, hêck its not easy for me and I wasn't the one that was left my aunt all this years. I know that what mom did was not right but it was for the best for Noelle. It ended wrong anyways.

Mom was working.
Beau was out.
Luke was playing outside.
I was playing hide and seek with Noelle.
Dad came home drunk.
Noelle crash into dad.
He got mad.

Dad never liked or loved Noelle. He never wanted a Daughter. She was a "mistake", but probably the best and beautiful mistake.

Dad hit her.
We never did anything.
Mom never knew.
Everytime my Mom was not home, Dad will hit Noelle, and we only helped cover her bruises up.
She couldn't defend her self. She was just nine years old.

April 12 2006

Dad hit Noelle
But nobody knew Mom was going to come home early.

"Daddy, please stop" Noelle pleaded with tears running down her cheeks.

The only sound heard was the cries and pleads of Noelle and the belt coming in contact with her smooth delicate skin.

My silents crieds were mixed with Luke covering his ears with his little fingers and Beau standing in front of us, trying to stay strong for us.

Then a horrible scream was heard all over the house.

Mama found out...

She started yelling at Dad, throwing punches at his chest. But dad did another horrible thing.

He hit Mama.

Dad run out of the room and out of the house. Mom hugged Noelle and started moving fast with two big luggages. She put everything that was owned by Noelle in it.

"Mom, what are you doing" twelve year old Luke said

"Noelle has to leave to be safe"said mom

"No mommy, where am I going" Noelle started crying again

"Somewhere safe sweetheart"

"I will come back for you"

A few days later after mom left Noelle with Andrea we lost contact with my aunt and dad left us, with nothing.

I feel something hit my hands, it was my own salty tears. I wiped my tears off furiously. I just want to be the big brother Noelle wished for.

-NOELLE POV-

In my opinion, I think Jai is the sensible one and shy one, Beau is the curse or inappropriate words with lame ass jokes and luke the aggressive one with a bad boy look ( but he can't even kill a little bug). I am kind of liking Jai. He seems like a nice guy, but I still can't trust anyone. If I let someone in, they will just hurt me or leave. That always happen.

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Jai is such a sweetheart wtf