Her

A/N: O eto. Matindi. English po ito! #1stTimeMagkarooNgEnglishStory XD Ka-nose bleed. Boy's POV again. XD

"At first, love was nothing to me. Then time comes, I fell. But unluckily, it's with the wrong person."

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At first, I didn't like her. 

I judged her. I hated her. And I became rude to her. 

The moment when my friend introduced her to me, my life had change. Ever since she came into our lives, we hang out seldom. My happy and playful side was ruined and even my talkative side stopped. Sometimes, I would rather be with myself alone than to be with them--with her.

I don't know why there's this side of me that feels bad about her. I just have the feeling that my life will be destroyed if I let her enter in my life. And that's the reason why I keep on being not nice to her, though she was being nice to me.

But then, her boyfriend, which is my bestfriend, always ask me to join with them. They always make me join with their activities and their dates, even if there was only 3 of us. 

There are so many times that I was called as the 'Third Wheel' because of them. Sometimes, I would just want to punch myself for agreeing at my friend's decision to join them because I do not want to let him feel disappointed to me, though.

I'm not a gay. The only thing is, she's very clingy to us, with my bestfriend. And so, we only play videogames or have a gimmick seldom. Let me also tell you on about her, being so strict to my bestfriend. She wouldn't let him go somewhere without her. And it is because that she wouldn't want him to cheat on her. How over-acting she is, as I said to my mind before.

And with that, I hated her more.

As time passes by, I get the chance to know her more and more. She was kind, caring, honest, joyful, and beautiful too. All in all, she has a heart. Not to mention that she's only beautiful because earlier, I'd realized that she was more than perfect.

Day by day, our relationship on being enemies and strangers slowly turns to friendship. If before, I can't move a single lip of mine just to smile at her, now I can. I can now look straightly to her shining brown eyes and I can even laugh at her most stupid and corniest jokes. 

In addition to that, I realized that whenever she was with me--with us rather, it feels like my day was always complete. And whenever she's not here, I miss her.

That is when I realized that I already fell inlove with her.

I know I shouldn't be. But my heart keeps on pounding and searching for her. And when I knew that I was into her, I tried to distance myself to the two of them, though the 2 of them makes me jealous.

I just can't believe that I fell inlove with the girlfriend of my bestfriend.

Everything didn't stop there. The day came when my bestfriend was injured and was sent to the hospital. While I was there at the hospital, he asked me to do a favor. And that favor was to keep his girlfriend happy while he was there and never let her feel alone. He also asked me me to keep her safe and be with her at all times.

It was hard. But as a bestfriend, I tried my best to fulfill that favor. I also tried my best to not fall inlove with that girl. And for the second time, I lose. I still fell for her and it was even more.

Every time she'll laugh, I'll feel something for it. Every time she'll smile, I'll just feel happiness too. We spent the rest of the days being with each other while my friend was still out. It feels like, the world was just only for the 2 of us.

Yet, the thing is, even though I'm there right beside her, she was still looking for someone else. It's not me that she was looking for, for it was my injured bestfriend.

It seems like she really did love my bestfriend. She didn't look at others while he was out. She didn't cheat. She always thinks of him and even prays for him.

She's too kind, isn't she? And I wish I was my bestfriend. 

But the reality is here. I fell for her, someone who cannot love me back. And she fell for someone else, who's a big part of my life, too--my bestfriend.

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And now, my fantasy has about to have its ending. Today is the day that my bestfriend will come out of the hospital. Me, together with his girlfriend, are now walking towards his room. It feels like I'm going back again to the start, where everything is a sorrow for me. 

Where she was just a dream and a stranger.

But then if I love her, I should let her go. That is what I realized.

We then, reached his room. Afterwards, we came in and I just stopped right next the door. My bestfriend started to create a smile on his face upon seeing his girlfriend. She, not to mention her name, started to smile, too.

I just watch her go straight to my bestfriend and then hugged him. He hugged her back too with a big smile on his face.

...

I look at her. Then at him. And I watch them both being happy.

It seems like they really love each other so much. They are lucky. Their relationship is happy. And my role of being an extra and making her happy is now finish.

I guess...this is the end for me.

End.

A/N:Try niyo po basahin ibang stories ko. One-shots and novels, Thank you po!!! <3 Just search ShinEl4 and find my other stories. :)