YOUR POINT OF VIEW
after I spent a long time washing condishing and rewashing my hair that red stuff just wouldn't come out I looked in the mirror at my hair it looked kind of cute
( Might be a picture of what it looked like --------->)
It was different I kept thinking about everything that Rachel had ever done to me and some how this beats it all
I look at myself and all I have on my is bruises and scars that's all I am a big bag of struggle those words on the power point where right I'm fat and ugly I'm nothing and Ray, I want Ray that's the only person I want right here right now with me
I Got up and went into the lowest cabinet and got out a knife I thought about everything as I sipped the knife across my rist
1
Getting jumped
2
not being liked
3
getting beat up everyday
4
being fat
5
being ugly
6
not being able to eat lunch without getting it thrown at me
7
being humiliated everyday
8
not having a family
As I began to look at the giant bloody marks on my rist everything started to spin the blood started to drip into the water I began to breath heavy there was a big lump in my throat I got out of the tub and put on some sweat clothes then I began to feel dizzy and stuff started going black I fell on the floor and let all the blood run onto the carpet I closed my eyes
RAYS POINT OF VIEW
I was trying to get threw the crowd of people so I could get to my car , Where am I going you ask, To check on YN she could do anything right now her Confidence is really low right now and I don't want her to do anything she will regret
I seen her brother pulling up in the driveway so I pulled up behind him and went over to the door
Austin- whats good Ray
Me- where is YN
Austin- at her performance
Me- no she isn't
Austin- then where is she
Me- I don't know
Austin- what ( he opened the door and I ran inside )
I went upstairs and the bathroom light was on
I looked in there and seen a bathtub filled with blood and water and a knife floating in the water I started to panic I started storming threw the house until I found YN laying in a pool of her own blood I ran over to her and looked at her rist is said " LOVE" on it she was still breathing but uncontious
Tears started streaming down my face I called the ambulance and they rushed her to the hospital me and her brother where sitting in the waiting room
Austin- why did you let this happen
Me- nigga what?
Austin- your supposed to be her boyfriend and you let her try to kill herself
Me- You are the bitchest nigga I have ever met
Austin- atleast I didn't let-(GCO)
Me- shut the fuck up nigga okay I got suspeneded did I know that shit was gone go down no
Me- all I knew was that my girl was singing a SOLO at her chorus concert and that I had to be there to see her , I got there she was looking beautiful and everything and she got some nasty shit poured on her
Then The Doctor Came out
Doctor- YN WRIGHT!?
Me and him stood up
Doctor- Family or Friend
Austin- Family
Me- boyfriend
Doctor- well she is uncontious and she has lost a lot a lot a lot of blood I'm surprised she is still alive but she we have bandaged her up you can see her if you would like but she is not responding to some of the treatments we are giving her
YOUR POINT OF VIEW
I was in my house, it was great my old house from when I was like 4 I seen my brother my mom my dad and me I started walking around
