I'm Not Everything You Wanted Me To Be (Ambrollins Fanfiction)

Between your lips and mine - Part 29

Sorry this is a bit short, it's just a filler chapter really. The next chapter (The last one!) will be a lot longer with a lot of stuff happening hopefully. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy!

A few weeks had passed and Dean started to notice a change in Seth's attitude. He hardly ever spoke to Dean and never made plans to meet up with people. When Dean asked if he wanted to come to work with him, Seth said no.

It was unlike Seth to be this way. Even when he was going through some of his darkest times, he would still make an effort to talk to people, especially Dean. Even Roman could see a difference in him, on the off time he saw the younger man. 

To put it in simple terms, Seth was feeling lonely. He had no friends to talk to or hang out with and Dean was always at work. When he got back from work, Dean would go straight to bed, too tired to have a conversation. Seth felt left out, even though Dean would ask if he wanted to come to work with him. He felt like it was a pity ask.

Either that, or Dean didn't actually want him there. He would only ask so Seth didn't get upset, but obviously that didn't work. Seth was feeling more alone than ever.

He debated whether or not to arrange some therapy sessions, but decided against it. Alex probably wouldn't want to see him. He's too much of a burden. Right now, no one wanted to see him or talk to him. It was like the Shield breaking up all over again. He was either hated or ignored.

One night Dean got back home from work to see Seth sleeping. At first he thought it was adorable, watching his boyfriend sleep but then he noticed how swollen his eyes were and the dried tears that stained his face. That was the night that Dean decided to put an end to whatever was going on.

Seth opened up about his feelings the next morning and Dean felt like the worst boyfriend in the world. How could he let Seth feel that way? He thought of things that he could do to make Seth feel better and eventually he came up with a plan.

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Seth was sat up against the head board of the hotel bed, his legs pulled up to his chest, as he waited in silence for Dean to get back. He had had a boring evening, watching TV and thinking about how much he wanted to have friends that he could talk to. Minutes later, Dean walked through the door.

"Hey baby." Dean said, slightly out of breath from rushing home.

"Hey." Seth replied back, not looking towards his boyfriend. He wasn't in the mood to be ignored as the other man slept.

"So, I've got the weekend off from work." Dean said, sitting down on the bed next to Seth.

"What? Why? Are you hurt?" Seth asked, shocked and concerned.

"No, I'm fine. Don't worry about me." Dean smiled. "What you do need to worry about however, is what you're going to pack in your suitcase tonight."

"What do you mean?" Seth was starting to feel a little nervous, Dean was acting rather strange.

"Well, it just so happens that I have two plane tickets for Paris. One for me and one for you. The flight leaves in four hours so you better hurry up and get ready." Dean laughed, loving the look of happiness on Seth's face.

"Are you serious?" Seth asked, over the moon.

"Of course I am, why would I lie about that?" Dean laughed.

"I don't know." Seth replied, throwing himself into Dean's arms and holding him in a tight embrace. "Thank you so much."

"You don't need to thank me. We need this time together."

Once Seth had finished hugging Dean, he grabbed his suitcase and packed as much as he possibly could, making sure not to forget anything important. He then went on the search for his passport, which was for some reason in the bathroom, under the sink.

Dean had already packed his stuff earlier on in the day, when Seth was showering, so he spent this time watching and laughing at Seth running around the room trying to find everything. At one point Seth tripped over his own foot as he was rushing to unplug his phone charger.

"Don't laugh." Seth said sternly, giving Dean an evil look and pointing at him. Dean's face was bright red from holing in all of his laughter.

They eventually made their way to the airport and did all the stuff that people do at an airport. Check in, wait, line up, get on the plane. Seth slept during the entire flight, Dean didn't understand why he was so tired. He never does anything that involves movement. Dean on the other hand, slept for an hour but then decided to watch a movie. He could sleep once they got to their hotel room.

Speaking of which, Dean booked a five star, romantic, room for the both of them. They were in Paris, so a little love was needed.

They arrived at their destination and got off of the plane. Once they collected their bags, they made their way to the hotel. Seth was in shock when he saw how beautiful the room was. The first thing he did was run over to the bed and curl up in the blankets. Dean was soon to join him and they both fell asleep, holding one another close.