Somebody Else [On Hold]

Pressure.

Ka'Shaun POV
I don't think that I'm ready now, what he's bring out , damn he's applying that pressure he told me "he see what he want and he won't stop until he gets it." He wants me to believe him but I feel like the moment I let him in and get lost in him, he'll switch up, he knows all my weaknesses and brings out my freakness, I've always had a thing for him and I never told him and for him to be this intimate with me is making it harder to resist.

He's bringing pressure....

All the pain my heart and I have seen before is really the reason for my sexuality.  sometimes I need a girlfriend to be the only someone that I'm fucking. Sometimes I need a real nigga, from a real city with some real dick.
I got a little baggage and I'm starting to become fine with it. I need the type of some one who can handle that and help me with it.

he's so tempting........ It's wrong but I don't care......

He's bring out a side of me that I usually keep under locks, but I want to give him my everything, my body, my love, my time and commitment.

Then at the same time I'm scared, should I take a risk, follow my heart or remain scared?

should I give into the pressure?????