Somebody Else [On Hold]

Truth Is / I Give My Life To You (Hold-Over Chapter)

Ray'Cheal POV-

I Ran home and layed on my Bed as the guilt began to eat me alive. I sat there and thought to my self.....

*Ray'Cheal Thoughts To Ka'Shaun *

Truth Is, I Never got over you

Truth is, I Never should have let you go

When it's all said and done I'm still in Love.

The Fault is mine, I did this to myself and I Hurt someone I truly Loved.

I Took "Somebody Else's " Life. I have fvcked over so many men that we're Good to me. I have Had over 9 abortions to prevent from being a mother. This means that I have took 9 lives that Didn't have a choice, these 9 lives Could have Made a difference in the world and I prevented that from happening.

Now I'm pregnant with Kalahari's child, if I have an abortion this will be my 10th one and I Can't kill anymore people. I will have this Baby and let it live for its own life and the other lives that I have taken. God, Please Forgive Me.

At this very moment I give my life to you, to make me whole and renewed. God, I'm sorry.God, let me have this Baby and let it be healthy and give Kalahari the child he Has Always wanted. If I will hender him, Move me out of the way so this baby can live and enjoy it's life. I want this Baby to have the life I Could've Had. This babys'

Life will be so great and if I Can't do that, let Kalahari be able to Take care of this Baby and raise it. Where it can be healthy and safe.

*End Of Thoughts*

After I Snapped out of my thoughts I crawled into Bed and cried myself to sleep.