Zayn
"Babe I'll be right back,I'm going to the store" Liam said while grabbing the keys
"Ok" I said getting off of the couch and going to kiss him
Liam walked out the door,got into the car and drove off. At that point I was bored so,I decided to go on Twitter,I looked at some of the fans tweets and re-tweeted them;I then got a notification I looked at it and it said
@babygirlblue: @zaynmalik is a f*cking terrorist,please go back to Iraq. We don't need you bombing the Twin Towers again🙄
@sydney104: @zaynmalik Liam will never love you....you're a piece of sh*t go die you f*cking terrorist @$$ b*tch🖕🏼🖕🏼
I started to tear up a bit. Well that was a bit harsh,I'm Muslim but that doesn't mean that I'm a terrorist.I continued to look at more tweets,I got curious if there was anymore bad tweets so I looked and saw more hurtful things like 'Zayn's a terrorist,F*g,Ugly,Die Prick,Talentless etc'
Tears started to form in my eyes and they fell down my face and onto my phone. Sometimes I don't understand why people say things like this.
Liam
I got home,put my keys on the table and saw Zayn's phone and bracelet that I gave him on the couch. That's weird...he never takes off that bracelet
"Zayn" I shouted and walked into our bedroom
No answer,he's not in the bedroom
"Zayn" I yelled again
"Come on Zayn...Answer god dammit" I mumbled
I walked towards the bathroom and heard crying. I tried to open the door,but I was locked;I knocked on the door
"Zayn baby....can you open the door please?" I asked him
I heard the door unlock,I twisted the knob and saw Zayn sitting on the floor with a razor in his hand and 3 cuts on this arm. My eyes widened; I took the razor from his hand and got a cloth,wet it and then put it where the cuts were. Zayn continued to cry,I started to calm him down. After a while Zayn simmered down a bit,but he was still sobbing a bit;he rested his head on my shoulder and a tear fell onto the floor
"Zen...baby...what happened?" I asked in a worried tone
"Twitter....Hate.....Don't wanna deal with it" He said in a whimper
"So you tried to kill yourself?" I asked worriedly
All he did was nod his head
"Zayn baby...look at me"
Zayn lifted his head and looked at
"Don't listen to what the haters say. You're talented,gorgeous,smart..the list could go on forever. Just know that I will always love you" I said to
"I love you too Leeyum" Zayn said in a whisper voice
I took the cloth off his arm and kissed the three scars,I picked him up in bridal style and carried him to our bed room and laid him on the bed. I slipped into the covers and Zayn snuggled into my body.
"Babe if you had a girl name what would it be"
"Um...it would be....Zayana" he said
I chuckled and then started to sing softly
"Zayana ,Let me be the one to light a fire inside those eyes,You've been lonely,You don't even know me,But I can feel you crying,Zayana,Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life,I don't think you even realize baby you'd be saving mine." I sang
Once I was done singing,I felt Zayn breathing start to slow down,I looked at him and saw that he was asleep.
"You mean the world to me Zayn" I whispered
I waited a few minutes until I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
~Livia
