One Shots

Beau Brooks/ Cute-Dirty

It was around midnight on a Saturday. I was sitting in my living room as usual with a big bowl of popcorn and a pack of skittles. It became a stupid tradition of mine to just sit here all alone every night and watch movies. I tried to convince myself that I actually liked being by myself and having all this alone time, but to be honest I fucking hated it. I used to surround myself with friends. I mean I used to have plans every single night. It actually ended up getting annoying how booked I always was. I mean never with anything important, always just goofing off I guess. Just doing whatever I felt like doing. That's how I met my boyfriend. My friends and I were out dancing one night and usually we’d go to get away from guys and just dance with each other but after a few drinks I could barely tell if the people standing next to me were the people I came here with or complete strangers. I guess you could say I got really lucky with this guy. We started dancing, flirting a bit, and since I was obviously incapable of getting myself home and had no idea where my friends were, he took me home. When I woke up it took me a little bit to piece things together but then I remembered how much I had to drink and just stopped questioning the rest. Besides that, when I woke up I was snuggled up in his arms. I didn’t even care that I didn’t know the guys first name, it just felt good. I could feel his warm breath up against my neck. As weird as it was to feel this close to a complete stranger, I loved it. I never wanted to leave his arms. And that's how it all started. We had breakfast together that morning, he kindly explained everything that happened the night before, and I managed to catch his name and number before I left. It just continued from there.. I mean we had a few dates and about 3 months later I was completely obsessed with this guy. From that day on, no one else mattered except him. I was just always with him and drifted apart from most of the friends I had before we met. We’ve been together for about a year now, and everything is literally like my own personal fairytale. We’re literally inseparable but he’s been away for meet and greets and other shit lately. Don’t get me wrong, I am so proud of him for all he’s accomplished in such a short amount of time but I do have a jealousy problem. Even though I know he’s all mine, and I’m all his.. I still don’t love the thought of other girls getting to hang out with him while I’m by myself stuffing my face with food and watching suck movies in my living room. He’s only been away for about 3 weeks but it feels like forever. I’m just so used to him cuddled right up next to me every night, feeling his strong arms around me, and his soft kisses on my neck before going to sleep. I missed it. I missed him. My phone lit up beside me with the name ‘Beau’. If anyone was around me, they would have seen my face instantly light up as I reached for my phone right away.

'Miss you Babe. Be home soon! x'

I loved getting messages from Beau. He tried to keep me updated all the time and make sure I knew just how much he missed me. Reading his name just made me miss him more though. I responded with a quick,

'Miss you so much, I'm about to go to sleep but I'll call you in the morning. Love you.'

I started picking up my popcorn and other trash so I could quickly clean it up before trudging upstairs to bed but my phone lit up yet again. Another message from Beau,

'No. Don't go to bed yet.' I tried to come up with a valid reason why he wouldn't want me to go to bed, but I just couldn't think of one. 'Why?', I responded.

Just then I huge crash came from upstairs, followed by a screamed ‘FUCK’. I thought I recognized the voice but it just seemed impossible that it could be. It sounded just like Beau. I ran upstairs, heart pounding out of my chest. I peered around the corner looking into the bedroom to see candles lining the room. It smelled strongly of vanilla but there was no one around. I walked over to the window sill to admire the rose petals placed along the edge. Just then I felt familiar hands slide their way around my waist as I was tugged back, my hips now grinding against his. I felt warm breath slide up and down my neck as soft kisses were left.

"Surprise.", He whispered.

I spun around to see my favorite pair of green eyes staring back lovingly. I slid my arms around his neck as Beau pulled my waist in again kissing me passionately. I pulled away biting his lip, smiling uncontrollably.

"I’m speechless", I managed to slip out. "Good", he said smiling before pulling me in for another kiss.

He slid his hands lower until they were firmly grasped on my bum. My arms were still wrapped around his neck as he lifted me up, my legs straddling around him. He threw me down on the bed, now straddling me. Our lips still locked together. Being with Beau just sent chills up my spine, It was a rush. He pulled back to flash me a cheeky smile as he raised his eyebrows quickly before trailing down to the buttons of my jeans. He unbuttoned my jeans and pushed them off, his lips now close to the top of my panties. I could feel my heart start pounding faster as my breath quickened. This was a new experience for both of us.. We’d never touched this territory. I mean we’d talked about it but that was all. He bit the top of my panties as he slid them off with his teeth. I rolled my head back, closing my eyes, letting out a small moan. He then quickly slid off his shirt before sliding back up to my lips. My hands trailed up his chest and around his neck as he began to unbutton my blouse. Our eyes locked on each other. I guess he could see the fear in mine.

"If you want me to stop, just say so alright?", He said.

I nodded my head as he quickly threw his pants to the right of the bed. He reached his arms around to unhook my bra, the last item of clothing I had left. As he did so, I pushed his boxers down. He let his hands rest on either side of my head, holding himself up and scanning every inch of my body. A smile crept upon his face. I couldn’t help but smile back.

"I want you to tell me if it’s too much. I only want to do this if you’re ready", He said pushing my hair behind my ear. "Beau, I want this. I want you." "I’ll go slow to start, alright babe?" "Just go, I need you now", I said getting impatient.

He slowly slipped himself inside of me. I pulled his lips onto mine as the pain began hitting me. He let out small moans into my mouth. I pulled back biting my lip. His lips began trailing down my neck. It wasn’t long before the pain turned into pleasure.

"FASTER", I yelled eager for more.He began pumping in and out faster as I threw my head back, this time letting out a loud moan. My breath shortened as the pleasure became too immense for words. He began letting out louder moans, screaming my name as he crashed his lips onto mine.

"OHH BEAU OH MY GOD OOHHH", I yelled.

He began pumping even faster than before as he tried to keep from moaning by biting his lip.

"AH FUCK AH AH AH AH", He screamed out.

"I’M GONNA COME UGH FASTER", I said lips trembling as I pulled our lips together once more.

And just then, I was given the most pleasure I have ever experienced in my entire life. We both came around the same time, letting out loud moans, searching for our breath. He pulled out and rolled over beside me. Our chests rising and falling at a similar pace.

"Oh my god", I said looking up at the ceiling.

Beau laughed as he turned his head to look at me. He stayed there admiring me for a while before pulling me in closer, wrapping his arms around me. I could feel his warm breath on my neck, reminding me of the first night I woke up in his arms.

"I love you", He whispered softly.

I turned to face him before kissing him lightly. I pushed our foreheads together, moving my hand behind his neck. Our eyes locked, a smile forming on my face.

"I love you too babe", I whispered back before falling asleep in his strong arms