Iwould give anything
tobring you back
tosee you smile one more time
tosee you laugh.
Itfeels like it has been forever
sincewe said our last goodbyes
youweren't moving or even breathing
andall I heard were my sisters soft cries
Inever actually got to say goodbye
oreven say I love you
beforeyou gave your final breath
anddied.
Istill stay up at night and cry
eventhough twelve years have gone by
Iwish you could have stayed
andbeen here with me all the way
Youwould have been proud
ofthe person I have become
Youwould have smiled
andsaid, "that's my baby girl."
Sometimes if just doesn't feel fair
thatyou aren't here
tosee me grow
andsee me change
Youwould be proud
I'mgoing to graduate high school soon
Ihave been a star student
justlike you said I would
Iwish I could go back in time
sothat I could change things
Iwish I could go back
justso I could tell you
"Ilove you, and goodbye"
YOU ARE READING
I Miss You Mom
Non-FictionTonight was another rough night. Even though it has been twelve years since I Lost my mom, I still sometimes stay up at night and cry. Writing about it helps. So here is what i wrote tonight.