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"Don't you think it was weird, that Ms. Lee wasn't in the room eventhough she told you to be there right after the lesson would be over?", Taehyung asked and sat down on Hoseoks bed. The older sat next to him and nodded. "It was. But maybe it was an emergency or something. You look a bit tensed. Mind if I massage you?" "Just don't do anything sexual, okay." "Fine. Turn around."

Taehyung turned his back towards Hoseok and let him massage his shoulders. He closed his eyes as he began to massage him. "You know, Taehyung, I really like you. I mean it. And I'm only like this to you, because I don't know how to express my feelings well. I can tell when I like someone alot, but I don't know how to tell them properly. And I know, we know each other for only such a short time, but I still feel some sort of connection between us. But I understand if you don't feel the same. I mean, I basically raped you during school. I feel bad about it now and I want to apologize for it and all the confusion I probably caused you. And before you think 'what the hell is wrong with that weirdo?', I'm not who I act like. The way I showed you wasn't my true self. The one that's talking to you and massaging you right now, is my true self. I'm more of a soft person than a 'bad boyish' one. Please believe me.", Hoseok said, his voice sounding really soft while he made Taehyung more comfortable.

He wasn't lying, he meant everything he told the younger.

Taehyung kept silent for a moment. The boy had to think about everything, he needed to process it. Why is he suddenly like that? Why wasn't he like this in the first place?

"Then, why weren't you like that from the beginning, if this is the true you?" "I-I don't know. I actually was sort of in your place at my old school before. He kept on flirting with me and forcing me to do everything he wanted, like I was his maid or something. And whenever he was angry, he let it out on me. By raping me. I thought by acting like a tougher guy, you'd like me and I could make you mine easier, but I realized it would just confuse you, it even confused me sometimes... So if you want to leave me, then please do so. I won't judge you or something."

Hoseok let his arms fall down beside him and he lowered his head and wiped a single stray tear away, expecting the door to be opened and closed shortly after. But it never came. Instead Taehyung said, "No, Hoseok, I'm not going to leave you. I can't really return your feelings, but I can tell by your voice that you're being honest and that you need someone by your side now. So I'm willing to do so." He put his arms around the older and hugged him tightly.

"But why? I hurt you, didn't I?" "No, you were only lying to me." "But still--" "No buts. If you promise to never lie to me, I'll stay with you for much longer and maybe I'll possibly give you a chance. I'll think about it though." "Why are you forgiving me so easily?" "Because, you seem really nice, but also fragile and I'm not a person who likes to see hurt people or even be the cause of their pain. I can see that you're in mental pain right now. Don't  worry, one day, I might able to fully return your feelings."

Then the boys only hugged each other.















































Until there was an incoming call.

A/N:Double Update! 😁

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