*(Y/N)'s POV*
Ugh, my head hurts. I blinked trying to get used to the bright light. What happend? I don't remember, what happend. I squeezed my eyes shut one last time trying to remember something.
"(Y/N), (Y/N) are you okay?" Baekhyun voice rang through my ears
"We're so sorry we didn't mean to scare you that bad" Chen explained. Scare me, what?
"We didn't know you would pass out please forgive us" Baekhyun pleaded
"Please (Y/N) don't hate us, we'll do anything for you so you forgive us, just don't hate us" Chen pleaded as they both rested there heads on there hands that were flat on the bed
Oh. I remember now, I was coming out of the bathroom when they jumped and shouted at me. There going to ask me about what happend. I'm going to have to tell them eventually
I sat up from where I was laying down, they both kept there heads down. Everyone else was around the bed either sitting on it or standing. All of them with concerned looks on there faces. I realized D.O was sitting right beside me and his eyes watching me intenly.
"I-I uh it's okay guys you didn't do anything wrong, I forgive you. You guys just scared me that's all" I laughed nervously as they all looked at me unconvinced
"(Y/N) tell us what's going on, we know something is wrong" Luhan took a seat on the other side of me
"You can trust us, were family" Tao sat at the end of the bed, playing with the blanket at my feet
They all nodded, taking a seat on the bed ready to listen. The knot in my throat seemed to stick. I glanced all around my room trying to avoid making eye contact with any them. I can do this. Right Dad? Right? I gulped looking up at the ceiling, the room deadly silent
"I-I have a problem." I explained trying my best for my voice not to crack "When I see violence or experience a loud noise that scares me, I freeze up and have trouble breathing, I-I usally pass out" I stuttered scared of my words, I've never told anyone about this, let alone 12 at the same time
"But why (Y/N)? You should have told us, so we can take care of you properly" Lay tilted his head confused
"It-It doesn't happen often, I try my best to avoid those type of situations. You're the first people to know about my problem other than my manager, my fans don't even know" I whispered, I've always hidden it
"But you haven't told us why you have that problem" Chanyeol pushed me to continue
I can do this. I can tell them...
"When I was younger-" my voice began to quiver as my memories played in my head "I was in a car accident, and-and my da-dad was driving" I looked down at my lap as the words continued to spill out "he didn't make it. He saved me, but ended losing his life in the process, I never recovered" I explained as I could feel the hot tears slid down my cheeks
I can still hear the crash, his scream, my scream, the sirens, everything...
"(Y/N) we're so sorry, we had no idea. We shouldn't have pushed you to tell us" Kris bowed his head
"It-It's okay, it's just hard to talk about it, about him" I wiped the tears that seemed to continue to fall
"Please don't cry, we hate seeing you cry" Xiumin pleaded petting my head gently, as I nodded softly
"I just miss him so much" I cried placing my face in my hands, not being able to hold it in anymore
I've been holding it in for so long, I never talk about what happend or how effected I am from it. It's just a dark secret that claws my insides. It's nothing but pain that I've never shared.
"(Y/N) your Dad is watching over and must be extremely proud of how amazing you turned out, you're perfect and part of our family. We'll protect you" Suho said proudly as everyone else silently nodded
"Thank you guys, I'm sorry for not telling you guys" I showed a small smile
"No, no it's okay we understand, we'll just be more carful with you" Chanyeol smiled ear to ear
"So is that why when those girls attacked you, you had trouble breathing then passed out" Sehun questioned, as I nodded in response
"Don't worry (Y/N) we'll protect you from now on" Luhan hugged me happily as I could feel my cheeks turn a bit red, but I hugged him back I needed that
"So (Y/N) is there a medication you have to take? We should all start carrying it around just incase" Kai looked around the room
"Uh yeah there is, it's in the kicthen" I explained, I don't ever carry it in fear of someone finding out
"Okay guys, let's let her rest a bit more then we'll eat" Xiumin ordered as they headed out "rest well" he whispered hugging me tightly making my heart race
They had all left my room, but one. D.O still sat quietly beside me, not saying anything or making a move to leave. He seemed to be thinking about something, his eyes looking off into the distance. I was about to say something when he suddenly grabbed my hand with his.
"Are you okay?" He questioned eyeing me intenly, I nodded in response my voice useless "Okay, rest some more than" he explained grabbing a pillow and placing behind his head leaning aginst the wall
"Are you not going with the others?" I asked curiously because of his actions
"No, I'm staying here with you" he said emotionless, I could hear my heart thumping in my chest "who else will protect you better than me" he said matter of factly "get some rest" he whispered closing his eyes
I laid down in the bed looking up at his sitting sleeping figure beside me. He still held my hand tightly, not releasing his grip. I can hear my heart's fast heart beat ringing through my ears. Why is he still holding my hand, he probably forgot thats all. Yeah that makes sense
Not that I'm complaining or anything but he sure is confusing me. I could feel my eyes lids getting heavier, even though it's morning. I just feel so drained. I feel like a heavy wieght was lifted of my shoulders
I squeezed his hand tightly as happy memories with my dad ran through my mind, I wish he was still here, I wish he was here to help me. I sniffled closing my eyes, tired from everything my body has gone through this morning.
This is okay, I'm okay, everything is okay. Right Dad?
Dad?
Dad I really need you.
(A/N)
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