School of Hormones

just love me, hyung

hoseok just sighs as he sits on the park swings, and gently swing back and forth. "hoseok-ah."

upon hearing his name, he looks next behind him to meet the eyes of, yoongi.

"what are you doing here by yourself?" yoongi questioned as he began to lightly push hoseok on the swings, the younger male shrugged. "just thinking hyung..."

"about?" hoseok sighed as he turned around to face the older male. "do you even like jungkook, or... do you just like the... pleasure?"

"what do you mean?" yoongi questioned once more, as hoseok sighed. "i mean you and jiminie already do things, why do you guys also wanna try jungkook?"

there was a long silence before yoongi opened his mouth. "look, i honestly don't know how i feel about kook, but i do it with jimin because he was there for me when the pills from school kept going over board. I'd get to hormonal and it was painful, yet chim was there to help me through it..."

"then date jiminie." hoseok whispered as yoongi's eyes widens. "w-what?"

"date jimin, don't mess with kook." hoseok stated as yoongi stepped back, confused. "d-do you like-"

"do i really need to answer that?" hoseok spat as yoongi muffled out a cold laugh. "and what if i do?"

"well we all can't." hoseok stated, as yoongi chuckled and shook his head. "well we have less than a week before we go back to the hormone hell, let's see."

as yoongi walked away, hoseok couldn't help but scream as he punched a nearby tree, only to groan by the pain and bruises forming on his knuckles. "hobi?"

hoseok quickly hides his hand behind his back as he looked up at the person who called him.

...

"s-shit chim." yoongi pants as he continues to thrust into jimin, while the younger male claws down his back, legs wrapped around the older male's waist. "y-yoongi, i-i- oh my god!"

as jimin screams yoongi's name from the top of his lungs, yoongi thrusts in slowly just a few more before coming to his end as well. both equally out of breath, they collapse next to one another as yoongi grabs his towel to clean him up, he notices how the younger male doesn't look at him. "chim?"

a soft hum escapes the younger male's lips, but that didn't satisfy the older male's response. "jimin."

"yes, hyung?"

"what's wrong?" jimin waved him off, as he finally looked at him, and smiled, yoongi could sense the fakeness. "tell me."

"t-this, us... it's all... wrong." jimin whispered as yoongi placed a blanket over them, he looked confused. but then remembered hoseok's words. "what do you mean... wrong."

"i-i don't think that i can do this anymore." they both fell silent, as yoongi remembered when he did this with hoseok. they did this for a while, but had to stop. hoseok fell for him throughout the process, but yoongi.... did not. "w-why?"

"hyung!" jimin's outburst caused yoongi to jump a little as jimin climbs on his lap and grabs his face. "don't you know what I'm gonna say!?"

'please don't be like hobi, pl-'

"hyung, i like you!" jimin cried as held the older male's face. "but i know you said no strings attached, but still..."

yoongi just sat there in deja vu as he remembered when hoseok had to him the same...

flashback

as yoongi groaned, waking up from his nap. he slowly approaches his door as he opens to see his younger friend, hoseok.

"hobi, what are you-"

"hyung, I'm sorry..." yoongi squinted his eyes in confusion as hoseok grabs his hands and places it to his heart. "hyung... d-dont you feel this?"

yoongi's eyes widens as he immediately pulls back. his heart silently breaking in half. he didn't want this to happen...

"hobi-ah... i-"

"i know you said no strings attached... but, i couldn't help it!" yoongi shook his head as he turned around, hoseok grabbed his shoulder and swung him around. "i know you probably don't feel the same... that's why I'm telling you... I'm gonna stop..."

"w-what?" hoseok sighed as he takes ahold of the older male's hand. "i don't wanna do this no strings attached, I'm falling in too deep.."

"hoseok..."

"let's just stay friends. i still... don't wanna lose you..." hoseok whispered as pecked the older male's cold lips before turning back and walks away. before yoongi could stop him, he looked down to see that the younger male had dropped something.

in all honesty, yoongi did feel the same way... but he didn't trust himself when it came to love... he didn't want to be like his father. he was afraid.

what he picked up, broke his heart as to see that it was a picture of them, taken afar by the school photographer from their field trip:

with words on the bottom, 'maybe one day we'll be together. in another life.'

since then yoongi remained to not feel anything as he hated himself for pushing the only sunshine he had, away.

flashback over

yoongi remained silent as the younger male held his face and cried on his shoulder, yoongi slowly brought up his hands to the younger male's head as he used the other to rub his back, he hugged tightly. although they were both still naked, that didn't hit them yet.

jimin cried as he didn't realize that he had fallen for the older male until he talked to hoseok earlier as well.

they remained embracing each other tightly before yoongi broke the silence.

"i...i like you too chim." jimin froze at the response as pulled back, their faces were so close that jimin could practically feel the older male breathing on his face. "y-you what..."

yoongi didn't repeat himself as he instead pressed his lips lovingly against the younger male's lips. they moved in sync as they felt sparks between one another. soon realizing that they were both naked, yoongi flipped him over so that he was on top, as he is about to show him, how much he really cares about him now.

....

"hobi?" hoseok looked up to see a concerned jungkook as he runs up to him. "let me see your hand."

hoseok shakes his head almost immediately as jungkook pouts, hoseok sighs before softly hissing as the younger male holds his bruised hand. "hyung! o-oh my god, so much blood! I'm taking you to my place and we are cleaning that up!"

"jungkook, it's okay, i-" jungkook shushed him as he covered his mouth and looked up at him with sparkling eyes. "please... let me help you."

instead of lust, both of their eyes showed worry as hoseok sighed, but nodded before they walked away from the park, heading towards the younger male's home.

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in all honesty, i was gonna make it namjoon instead of jungkook finding him hohoho