It's October 2 and I'm at the movies what I can call my "friends"
There's more girl than boys especially because we're just 3 guys rest being girls, we're all suffering the pain while I'm just feeling death inside of me looking at everybody else
Nobody seems to care of what I feel so I'm just staying mute not talking to anybody while they just have fun
I'm wearing a hoodie and my heartbeat is getting faster and louder, I'm the only one here that isn't having fun while the rest doesn't even bother to care
I'm just suffering seeing my "Best friends" talking with everybody else while I'm just here sitting on the corner of the stairs waiting for my ice to end starving in pain
Not even the cut on my right hand will even kill me anymore since I have a bandage over not losing blood at all,
I'm thinking of keep cutting when I get home but since nobody cares I can do it with no consequences :D
