My journal

Confesion

I have a confession I always hid it and I'm going to share it now . I always feel that I'm dumb, I don't belong here ,fat, useless to you guys . I hear that a girl that was talking behind my back and hurt me . My family make fun of me , hurt me and say I'm a wiredo for fun but they don't know that it hurts me . I always smile for my friends and family. I try to be happy and smile for everyone. It's hard . It feels like your heart is cracking and like a lot of arrows are threw your heart . I just want to run away from home. I don't think I can handle this . Insanity is coming to me and trying to take over but I try to fight it *tears come out* . But you guys always make me smile , laugh and cry happy tears of joy . You care for me that makes me happy. *smiles while tears are coming out* all my followers and my friends make me feel of part of here . I'm so glad that you guys are here for me . You guys make fight the darkness. You guys are my family, you guys are my light. Trin_The_HellRaiser ,UnderfellSans2016 ,ArdenBothell ,wolfgirl6114 ,Holyfuckingmaple ,PastelRainbowBlossom ,bcdefghijklomnopqrst , NyoAmerica2  APH_Luciano_Vargas , UndertaleDoesMCPE and my other followers. Thank you for listen and I hope you understand :) *wear tears and smile* Thank you very much ' .