Nate seemed to see how upset I was. He jumped off the counter and hugged me " I'm sorry I didn't mean to be harsh on you it's just that your mom was so nice to me it kinda hurt to hear she's gone"
I pulled him closer to me wanting to be closer "I'm sorry I didn't tell you" I said between sobs
"Winter" he said in a whisper. I brought my head up to look at him
"Yes" I whispered back
"I'll protect you no matter what I promise"
"You always do" with that my eyes whent to his lips and back to his eyes. He was slowly getting closer. No I told myself. It can't happen he's like a bother to me it's wrong "nate" I whispered but it was too late we were just inches apart but it didn't matter cause his lips were on mine.
It feels like the world doesn't matter that only we exist. I wanted more but at the same time I wanted to push him away. I didn't want him close to me. He will be sucked into my secret and hurt too and I don't want that for him. I pulled back "Nate I cant"
"Why?"
"Cause I don't want you hurt"
"From what?" He asked I can't explain it too him but I wish I could
"Nothing never mind"
