Random Celebrity Imagines II

Dear August

Dear August,

If only you knew the things I am about to tell you. Would you have came home to me if I would have told you I was pregnant? Where were when I need you to come to every appointments I had planned? Where were you when I was going through those pregnancy symptoms? Wouldn't you want to hear your daughter's heart beat? I knew you would love to see her for the first time inside of me. If only you knew!

I was up wee hours of the night trying to get some good sleep, but she was hungry so you know I had to feed us. There were times where I wanted you to rub my feet while we talk about baby names we like. I would love for you to feel on my belly and talk to her while I was sleep. I'm sure you would love to feel her kick. She sure was hurting mommy. If only you knew!

Wished you could have made it to the baby shower.  Everyone was asking for you knowing you didn't know about this. If I only had told you, would you really be here opening up gifts with me? Showing me around to your family? Just wished you were here to be presence in our daughter's life. If only you knew!

I slipped and fell when I got out the shower. I thought I almost lost our daughter. I was scared for baby so I was rushed to the hospital. I thought I was going to have her soon because I felt contractions, but they were Braxton Hicks. I actually broke my tail bone so I was relieved. They sent me home and told me to stay in bed until it was time for me to give birth. If only you knew!

Contractions are the worst feelings ever. My mom rushed me back to the hospital because my water actually broke. I was going to do water birth, but I changed my mind about it. Here I was laying in the bed waiting on our precious baby girl to be delivered to the world. The doctor asked about you. Of course I told her you wouldn't be able to make it to the deliver. If only you knew!

Our baby girl was born on May 30th, 2016 at 3:45 am. She weighed 8lbs and 7oz, a normal size baby. I named her Aviana Marie Jordans. I would have gave her your last name, but it wouldn't matter! She came out a little dark skin. She has my complexion with your features. I thought that was adorable! She's a good baby, doesn't cry a lot like I thought she would. She favorites me, but I know she would have been a daddy's girl if only you knew!

August, I knew you were living a double life. Something went wrong in your household and you thought you could use me as a rebound to get over what your wife did to you. Yes, I knew you was married right after I found out I was pregnant. I didn't want to be a burden to your family so I kept this pregnancy to myself. I would dog you out and say you are just like other men, but I see something different inside of you! So just take this picture and hold on to it. Just in case if you want to smile you can look at your daughter's picture. I wish you nothing but the best for you and your family.

Love,  Amira & Aviana

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Jece