wordswallowed

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I don't think the things that you've told me has ever stuck with me — I don't recall a single word: the "i love you"s and the compliments that I don't quite agree with, no I don't recall any of this. I don't recall every single little thing we share together — the late night conversations, arguing about who should sleep first, the inside jokes. I don't have your face memorized - I don't recall how your face lights up when you talk about things you like, or how you annoyed you are whenever my puns actually make you laugh.

I don't think any of this sums up to what having a crush is like.
I don't think.
I don't.

- cause you are all that's on my mind, an indenial crush